the girl you've been trying to help me find

a day at grandparent's house.
by right, its my uncle's house.
we call him Angkwek.

angkwek.
derived from Pak Hitam.
which derived and translated from Uncle Black.
erm his nick i guess.
and Uncle Black became angkwek.
its really strange being called by that, dont you think?

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meet nadirah

but it was today that made my thoughts doubt itself. well only for a few seconds.
i realised that family, is good ish.
i didnt recall that angkwek had a second daughter.
and shes like 1 year plus.
and she's cute.
and she's just cute.
i must admit, im not the type who wants to have my own. but she's..
i dont know what words to use right now.
and oh, she's just a mix of Malay and Pinoy.
cos angwkek married a foreigner.
mm hmm.

and after umpteen years, i finally get to see my grandparents.
they're a bag of bones now. and as i blog this very moment, they're sleepin at my living room.

its nice to see tears from them.
for they dont really see us much.
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and, it was actually a secret trip.
that means my dad originally didnt know.

my dad wouldnt have let us visit in the first place.
there's beef between my dad and the folks.

and my grandpa was kinda saddened that i had to leave to meetup with friends. like wow! i have friends to meet up with! yay!
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so yes, heres a post to spite those who sincerely couldnt attend.

so i met dhana first. sweet.
and later on lionel.
and erm lionel, when i said i was at China, it meant that i was at Chinatown. not tryna fool around with ya. dish!


orion and d-fault

so we trailed to snack. mmm
dairy queen sundae was dope.
especially when it was my treat.

and so later on, met up with mufujifi. natz came 4minutes later.
and so erm yeah, starbucks.

garf last.

now now.
there are simple guidelines to follow when having a meetup.



Step1: get the people down
Step 2: question where to go
Step 3: go Starbucks
Step 4: chill with the chillis and chilliders
Step 5: proceed elsewhere when bored or if place gets too cold
Step 6: head to HMV and get DVDs
Step 7: head to Dhoby Ghaut
Step 8: question why we're there
Step 9: buy drinks and chip.
Step 10: say goodbye for we might never meet again. not!



and look, highlighted by d-fault.
for just an addition of a dollar, vanessa hudgens smiles for you.

and i dont recall what long island i had but it was whack. not dope.
and i being accepted as bi makes it comforting.
well, i can say alot of things about the whole day and the meetup.
but i can help summarise that.

DOPE. and yes, i did enjoy the company despite the simplicity of it all.



natz and mufujifi


ying and yang


(click to view full pic: d-fault, natz, mufujifi)
the happy whites and the dark black


(click to view full pic: garf, natz, lionel)
and we tried to sing acapella at the mrt station. and we sounded dope.
garf beatboxed and lionel did bass harmonising while natz took the lead vocals.


(click to view full pic: natz, loin, mufujifi)
and later on, natz and lionel did a play recital with pre-planned dialogue while mufujifi, garf and me watched in awe.



and yes, mufujifi, i'll pass you your game cartridge when i dont 'purposely forgot about it' next time. lalalalala.... weeeeee!

it was DOPE.
and these are one of the groups of people that i will call 'friends' til the day deep muziq dies.




and yeah,
i made sure i looked gay when i left house this morning today

"eee bapok" hammy-dee
"mm hmm, u like?"
"eee. i dont care" hammy-dee

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and it is not allowed for me to take 2 weekends off.
i actually requested for next Sunday off for the Zul Zine collection day.
but oops. i think the manager got my roster mixed up.