his million complaints

"i cant sleep, everything i'd ever knew is a lie without you" but in this case, the worries and the feelings in my head have loud voices. so much so that i cant even sleep thru all these ruckus. its like, whenever you're stressed over something, it just haunts you. in other news, im typin this whole passage without even opening my eyes and im totally glad that im not making any serious mistakes thus far. i must be good at this.

its been a while. so much so that i myself felt neglected, like i'm out of touch and not in sync with myself. years back i would update actively regardless of who's who and who's reading. years passed and things have changed. im unwell, plagued with this health issue that bothers me. my sexual orientation still undetermined. undermining my next path choice. "like you but i dont know what it is that i like about you" what am i? is this love or am i craving for attention? whatever happened to dating more than one girl at a time? whatever happened to easily picking up chicks? oh yeah, i got fat. its been way too long since i had a proper interaction with girls, in which i am glad that my new current job has changed all that. im hoping for the best and maybe one day, i might happen to stumble upon my lil Miss Dimples. i thought i'd found her... but i shall not delve further for now. for fear that it might lead me astray, in which i already am feeling lost. an

the world stopped blogging. maybe thats why its lonesome.

THIS IS DEPRESSING actually. monotone, ugly word, ugly life. might as well kill myself

its been a while. and im gonna take a lil while longer. but i'll be back

you might think that im new to the K-Pop scene. well actually no, it started years back with Rain. cos i thought he was just plain amazing. so fast forward a few years, i became a fanboy. i'm a VVIP (fan of Bigbang) a BlackJack (2NE1) a Shawol (fan of SHINee) and right now, i'm a Aff(x)tionates i just received confirmation via my Windows7 phone that my f(x) albums that i ordered had just been shipped out. yay me! hey, i listen to them for 12 hours at work. its kinda nice listening to something aegyo and something you dont really understand when you're at work. but there's a problem. i'm learning. and i'm gettin a lil better at comprehensing what the lyrics are saying. my keen interest in this scene seems to be thriving well since im surrounded by Kpop fans. there's Zat who works with me. and his car, though a Japanese Car, plays Korean music. and let's not forget Shawnrick... and let me end this abruptly.