his million complaints

because the next best thing to do is shopping. the girl in me settled. shopping at Tekong Emart was ohh so orgasmic. buying all the military needs. while other guys spent around 20, i think i nearly hit 60. and because a PSP is the next logical thing to bring offshore. so, deep red, here i come.

as i tilt my head above and stared at the sky. i saw blue nothingness. i lowered my head, and i was staring at the skyline of singapore, with the airport tower in the distance. an eagle came soaring pass us. it was only then i realized. i missed being on the mainland. and it was also then that i had snapped out of my daythoughts. it was back to fitness training. "exercise begin!" fitness instructor shouted

I wanted to know more about it. so i read up on it. its called neurological phenomenon synesthesia. which results in a person to mistaken one sense for another. "It's a mixture of senses that may cause a person to experience colorful hearing, auditory smell," "For example, you might see something, and it might trigger a song. You might hear something, and it might trigger a taste in your mouth." because, whenever i go bus riding, i get that.

when was the last time i said i wanted it? after much delay and hurdles and interrupted goals. deep muziq is finally a proud owner of the deep red psp. yes of course, i could have gotten a cheaper non deep red, but i was kind of a sucker cos it has the word deep in it. yay. bang bang, pew pew, vroom vroom gta! my sis will adore the violence. hellboy is good too. thanks deane. and indirectly, thanks garf. "all the haters and all those jealous buggers had been trying to discourage me from gettin one" and on a side note, deep muziq is also a random proud owner of the NOKIA 1208. officially my first bought nokky. as we all know, i am not a big fan of nokia. in fact, i am so against it. but considering the fact that i need a cheap cameraless phone to bring offshore, this $62 steal would be mighty fine.

by right, i am 1700++ richer therefore, shoppin here i come. i need to get a cameraless phone and a psp. so, off i go now.

because its primary school all over again. because i am bullied again. and being awesome has got nothing to do with it. the basketball court, the lecture hall, the fall-in area, the parade square, the canteen and even to my bunk. the name calling doesnt seem to end. so what if i have nice clean shaven legs? theres nothing wrong with hairless underarms and what about frequently facial-washed skin? and so what if look into the mirror more often than not? so what's wrong with having 3 showers a day? theres nothing wrong with shaving my chin twice a day so what if my malay is 'english accented'? so what if i speak only in english? so what if i have a gentle way of walking? but how did the news of me being a 302 travel so fast to other platoons? yes. i cried. thrice. i cried. i have had enough. like i said, it reminds me of primary school all over again. but, if you do know the person i am. commitment is the key that drives me. i've proven to those farquers. we all know. th

i guess its a failure. my scheduled posts are just short, skimpy and non informative. its like watching a bad porn clip. i am sorry. i failed to impress. wait, thats not in the requirement. i AM here to inform you of all the nonsensical nonsense here in my life. but. theres no update today. i apologise. wait till i get back.

because i am the proud subscriber to newsweek. because i actually do enjoy reading. because SAF staff gets discounts as well. i save around 50bucks. so i just have to pay $210 for a total of 2 years. 1 copy per week. 4 copies a month 52 copies a year 104 copies for 2 years. something to keep me entertained when i book out from offshore i guess. apart from newsweek, my other preferred reads are Readers Digest and National Geographic. lets be free and bring out the nerds in us

happy birthday lovely natz! thanks for being such a great friend. in non cliche terms, "hey natz! you're dope!"

Hey natz. i wanna wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! be a good girl and a good bro to mijon. may life be less bacin for you and have fun with what it is that you're doing. hoho, how cliche can i be.

she said she got a crush on me. but she went for another guy, and in fact she got addicted to the make out sessions that they have. and she told me that she'd be with me when we're in JC/Poly and look at where i am now? i already left that stage. and i excelled well as far as im concerned. look at you. tsk tsk. and im happy that i dont know you no more.

there. thats where the stinking Mama shop is. the one with such excellent service. the place that i try my best to shop at. grr. well, i think im still in camp. and the future adam is having cramps here and there. he probably dont feel good right now. and yes, life is fine for adam. he's having fun at tekong. laying there all alone on his bed. alone. donate me a tag ok? show me some love. hugs! hoho

"your last day, order anything you want" thats what mommy said at Bukit Gombak. a day before i went in. but because its Father's day as well, everyone got a good meal. we originally settled for pizza. but we then made and sticked to our own decision. my sis ordered a Spring Chicken from DO & ME. my old schoolmate yazid was working there. mmm, my mom had mee rebus my dad had pita and i had Grilled Chicken Foldover and McSpicy. and yeah. it felt like my final meal on earth

i am arrogant because i know i am. i am a bus fan. i travelled everywhere already. and i know of places you dont know and places that you know off. so whatever new things or places you might bump into, always know, theres an invisible pee which indicates, nikki was there first.

stereotypically true. one of the race x profession would be to open up a shop. preferably at the void deck. and selling groceries and daily needs. not forgetting fake pirated bootleg toys. once that is accomplished, they never fail to serve you with ghetto attitude. if you're at any leading supermarket, the standard operating procedure would be to pack the items into the plastic bag and henceforth, settle the transaction. but this owner does otherwise. he calculates and wants the money first. he snatched my Red Yusof Ishak, gave me my change and half heartedly packed my stuff into the bag. and he used his hands and signal to me "SHOO!" towards the exit.while that happened, my bread dropped out from the plastic bag. not affected, he just chucked it back in as if it never happened. and knowing me, i would have cursed him and start a fuss.but knowing that im in a good chirpy mood. i just walked away like any other timid singaporean would do. (15th June)

remember when we i was still new to the group. i was still tryna adapt to how muziq students think.it was like a media student tryna mix with muziq students and thats how a soundtrack and a film works. but thats not the point right here. the point is, 6th feb 2oo8 that was the day. while we were still poor and had nothing much to do (or eat) it was the day when we chilled at East Coast during the eve of Chinese New Year. and it was also the very first time we all gathered together and had Thosai. thosai. aint it yummy for us poor bastards. but as we progressed and got jobs, our diet got more extravagant and pricey. now thats for sure.

coz nikki was havin the time of his/her life. _______________ 26th march 2008. graduation day. oh crap day. the day i puffed. i was clueless. i was aimless. i didnt know what to expect (durr). i thought i would be chilling at home everyday and not earning money. but thats when i was wrong. somehow, all the wrong decisions turned into the right decisions. it became a story of how someone who was unwilling to work at TRU became kinda committed to his work. and yes, we all know the story of how i got that job, bahh. but it was worth it i must say. it wasnt her fault. i did it willingly. and i slogged with minimal rest. and i still owe them the cab receipt and change. hoho. and then, a quick transfer to another job for 12brains/sci ctr. jess kinda got me that job. and roger was kinda looking for people and he didnt have my number. and that was another job with no off days. and that was the kinda job that i am more comfy in. dealing with kids. making a fool of myself. being childish. being

they know its you.

"who she? 130 pictures and only 10 is of other people" mad said to me on the vivo outing night maybe its because that i am lazy to delete it from my phone. maybe its because that i am lazy to delete it from my ipod. maybe its because that those devices keep syncing to the folder of you in my laptop. henceforth, i should have delete the folder in the laptop? whereby, no shall be my answer. let me be. dont ask me anymore. let me be. "obsession, my heart heart goes doom doom tap" omarion

the title of my second song that i've written in my life. at the age of 12. complete with proper melody. officially, i see it as dsmk's (d-fault, space, muziq, kwizyne) third single from our shelved delayed album. "there are times at night when i couldnt sleep, i was forced to believe that i couldn't see all the pain that's brought to be" well, as some of you who are aware, deep muziq is no longer around. and no, i aint dead yet. as you read this as of now, i am in tekong. all eager with a new phase of life. this blog, will not go on a hiatus i guess. i scheduled some updates already. i think so. but today, my family sent me off. no other 'friends' wanted to. but its ok. and im not sleeping alone tonight. im kinda nervous. but eager. and i still have love for you.

i was walking aimlessly at westmall the other day when i suddenly heard "nikki! nikki! nikki!" and i stopped abruptly and turned my head to face the back. oops. wasnt calling out for me. ___________ science in the mall got me too used to that name. with kids calling your name every other second begging for your attention. sheesh

as many future posts i could type. as promised. and now i am lethargic and im suffering from a brain drain. and im starving. how about subway?

i always knew. investments are worth it, all i had to do was to be a good friend with a dope listening ear. and what do i stand to gain in return? dope friends. i love you guys so so much. love would be an overrated word that i'd use. same as 'baby' but nonetheless. i will be your dope friend too. jess says: o.o O.O o.O O.o o.o -.o -.- =.= zzz. nikki says: x.x deane was tellin me. when you see all your mates calling their families and their loved ones, you will feel that longing as well. and yes, like him, this means that i'll drop you smses when im really lonely and feeling the void. jess says: i'll be there, ready to read and reply! "anything you just sms me ok?" deane said i love you people!

dont forget to tag me. dont think twice. just do it. it makes me happy. and i know i made my sister happy cos i got her the Hannah Montana 3D glasses. this means that she and my mom can enjoy a 3D experience watchin Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus Best Of Both World Tour Concert Movie. sheesh, that was long. and its happening on the 21st of June. 9pm. that means i wont be there to catch it. only on Disney Channel! get the glasses at any of the Toys R Us outlet in singapore! and its free.

deane told me of the Biggest Loser List. and the biggest loser lost 12kg in 4 weeks. thats 3 kg/week and whats that gotta do with me? when i started gymin with hasif back then, it was easy to lose 1kg in 2 days. so i believe in that. and erm, deane also mentioned that the pes BP are more fit than those in pesB or pesA can ever be. now thats a confident booster.

its a pleasant last minute surprise. i was only expecting my mum and sis to send me off. but lionel and natz wanna ride the ferry with me as well. followed by another lastest minute rider, shawnrick. "so sorry i couldnt go to China Square Central shawn. i know i keep on saying next sunday, next sunday and now theres no more next sunday for me until the end of my 6 months bmt. well, cheers." and just when i wanna get insurance from Shannon, i lost his number. sheesh.

i knew that this was real. theres no turning back now. no way i can run. "tonight, i'll be packin' tomorrow, i'll be leavin" -dsmk what kind of NS men should i be tomorrow? the kind who would find ways to cut corners? or the kind who'd overdo things. i can only answer you that in 2 weeks time when i am back. whereby, this blog, will still have updates. and heres a list of things thats in my sling. my compact milo alarm clock (and it has a live ant that's trapped in it. each time the alarm goes, it reveals itself) toiletries, slippers, shaver, nail clipper, new box of undies! hoho! i/c, ipod and creative wav and an ugly nokia 3100. im ready i guess.

there was something called school and that would be something that i'd miss. and they said that the friends you'd make are the ones you meet later in your life. but like durr, thats cos when we start to appreciate life and things that surround that mystery. and before i getting enlisted on the 16th, i actually prepared a mental list of all the people that i reckoned i should get a last glimpse of. all that to be completed within the last 2 weeks before going in. (not in order of preference) hasif, sharime, sai, d-fault, kwizyne, shawnrick ghaz, gareth, lionel, jan, natz, gy, mufujifi deane and jess* and along the way, i met people who werent in my list but still im glad i met you guys along the way. or maybe not fkd, jidd, izz, shannon, brandon, shag, uncleboy, hafez, malvina, rin, jill mad shortz and im not gonna go through each name and wish you all my thanks. im just gonna say "i'll see ya next time" if i want to.

i'd be telling you this. i'll see you next year then. and keep watching this space. the blog aint dead yet.

mad shortz joined me and deane at around 8pm. we went to shop, coffee beaned and then left for home at around 1115pm. now, mad can never ever take a bus. but we were mean bastards and insisted on taking the bus. so after the toss and turns on his seat, after 35 minutes to bb at the last bus stop. he gave up. he puked. sheesh. we were mean.

the crowd was aplenty. well, after visiting UKB. i headed to town to meet deane flasher and we settled to go for the PC fair. but sheesh. the crowd there was a turnoff. knowing me, im the kind who would bang you back if you cut my path or accidentally bump into me. so many asses were left un-spared. and, i just went there with the intention to say 'hi' to Linny. and in which i did. and no, i didnt have the intention to buy another acer laptop from her. im satisfied with my gemstone now. sure i am. hoho. and did i mentioned how i hated the crowd there? me and deane was kinda uneasy with all the mess of human walking aimlessly. so we next settled for TOWER 2. "RION!" i whispered in a low husky voice into her ear. she was walking pass me and she turned her head "alamaaak. adaaaaaam" rio said to me "bye!" i waved back and pondered off.

it was nostalgic. now thats a politically correct answer. it was a lazy saturday. now that would be my answer. thats the morning of 14th june. we went to gather and met up with UKB. who's Uncleboy? he was our final year project / lionel's uncle and our 1st I,Journalist episode (before the busfan ep) the semi paralysed drunkard with a passion for muziq, the lord and his dog. he didnt change much. just that he upgrade. up a notch i must say. no more ricewine, but tiger no more beedi, but marlboro red and to think that he's gonna have a feast for us on the 2nd week of July. "you wont be there? cannot ah, you're the main man." ukb "i'll put it on the 2nd week of july then(instead of 1st week of July)" ukb and UKB ended my day off with another of his confident quote "you can go up." "i wont be surprised to see you as a director. just give it 10 more years" i was laughing inside. but i looked stoinked on the outside. cheers to UKB o

im cheap. how much do i cost? let's see, according to today's attire my top is a free Giordano shirt that costs $35.90 each. and i have 2 of it. thanks to the A Cappella group. my outer layer is a free LabOne sweater. that tie costs me $2 from Daiso IMM my belt is free from my dad. ($10) my pants is free from my dad ($20) and my shoes are also sponsored by my dad ($20) so total cost would be $88. mmm, auspicious. how much i paid? $2. for the tie only. but overall, i look pricey. yeah right. basically its about how confident/arrogant you walk. yeah, thats it

its not the way i planned it. i really dont understand. im spending too much until i have no more Yusof Ishak to use for really important stuff. today was unique in its own way. i was hopin' to see what harm Friday the 13th could bring me. but similar to how a lama spits aimlessly, it was a very normal 'safe' day busridin' as usual. the eunos therapy. had lunch at subs. ATTENTION. COLD CUT TRIO at SUBWAY westmall is still $4.20 unlike the others that charge $4.50. and the westmall sub is one of the latest Subway to open. 945 -home to interchange 61 -bb to eunos 63 -eunos to nth bridge rd 961 -nth bridge rd to woodlands apparently, the Mas Selamat Causeway jam still exists. and halfway, my sis called me to go back home. but being a stubborn ass, i refused. it seems that my aunts wanted to visit me before i disappear to another phase. well. yes. piping is clean fun. cos your hands dont smell, theres no smoke that lingers, theres no stickiness on your hands. and its cheap.

happy friday the 13th. and i dont fear you. cos to me, whats more worst than friday the thirteenth would be february the fourteenth.

thanks mut, mufujifi and garf. and i am using that gift right now, way before enterin ns. "are you sure you like it?" gareth asked the next day "there. im using it." and we all suddenly look older. the next day. it started out with msn. i was still in the mood to head down to ps to work though. so i signed in and just stared at the group called "Best People" (it used to be called "Babi PronSTAs") and so i chatted with everyone i saw. i was really bored, mind you. so, it seems, everyone i know is in school, though it was the holidays. so, i headed on down to that once familiar place. so, i went there with the intention of having lunch with gareth, who was all alone in the editing suite. lunch was cold. somehow i bought 2 meals. and hasif came at the right time, so yeah, free food for him. >> fast forward x16 went back to the editing suite. garf didnt progress much. i was playing the World Food Program game. pretty mindless entertainment i mu

0856 "where the fuckin bus?" ujwal smsed me while she was at hillview "mmm. bang bus" i replied at BB int 0859 "im in 173 now. sorry im late" ujwal "i'll see you in 11 minutes" dm "i thought 12? hahah!" 0910 "wow. you're right" ujwal "see i told you 11 minutes" dm "damn you freakazoid you"

during Science in the Mall. the kids didnt know my real name. we all had our own different persona. i shuffled between Dominique and Angel. but i got comfy with another. ujwal was karina hidayah was hazel winnie was asia and i was Nikki the kids bought it. i was uncle nikki, brother nikki, nikki. "mickey! mickey mouse!" random kid "no! not mickey. nikki. naked mouse" dm

if i had three wishes. the first wish would be Y and i'd wish for O and i'd like to wish for U

4 years ago. out of 40 contacts, i salvaged 2 good ones. shamer (aditya sharma) and zira (tunzira). quality over quantity of course 4 more days

you know those kind of messages u leave behind for others to read. the kind they write behind your group photo? well, i'll just put it up here for memento sake. and in the colour that are used. Adam, Love the way ur so good with kids & how u make us laugh! <3> Hey dude, You can dance, act and many more. You rock! C.S Hey Nikki! hehe, All the laughs were amazing. Thanks for everything. <3> God Bless adam ujwal Yo Bro, seem shy & quiet at times. But can be extremely crazy when need to. Lynn Hey Adam You're crazy man! I thought you looked scary on the 1st day with that "dao" face. but when you started to waggle, my goodness! stay mad always :) Amanda Hi Adam! This is Adam! You rock! Adam Hey dude, My lunch kaki....haha nice knowing you again. ~hidayah~ Quirky, humorous. my impression of u -sin ying Yoz, friend (add a drawing of a gingerbreadman) Really nice working with ya, found someone same age as me who still watch kiddy stuff, yay! -stay childish,

maybe i'll find her in the club

is the sweetest thing that i will discover after national service

never ever doubt him. but always doubt me. and cold cut trio is the dopest thing alive.

you weren't bubbly by his side

and they were shagged after organising their 3 day camp thingy. and out of the 9, 8 puffed and 7 drank. tak halal

i am the type of person who would take a last glimpse as we part on the train. the type who'd take a last look as we part from the busride. the type who'd research about you the type who'd remember the things you said though i pretend i dont the type of person who'd care more for you then you'd care for me. cos my name is adam b mohammad b ibrahim b haji shafie b etc.....

from Bollywood movies, to omarion, to Pocahontas and The Little Mermaid theme songs, to everything you'd see on tv. winnie celso knows everything. thumbs up to you. dope and loves

"your hair is still the same" "you had a haircut!" well, lionel saw the same hairstyle as the previous 26th march period. and ujwal saw the recent change. like hasif, i cut it myself!

RIP to Jimmy Newton a local emcee. after losing his voice with thanks to the tonsil operation, he was extremely depressed. labeled among other emcees, as the best in singapore, being able to host for 2hours straight. gay. and his parents claimed he fell from the 20th floor after wiping the windows. but theres no signs of falling from a building. flying dutchman and all my other emcee friends will be attending the wake. suicide.

6 days. thats all im left with. and i aint depressed. 2 more working days. 4 more vacant days. would you like to fill up my days? HOHO! i guess not

right. so it'll be released on the day that im not around. grrr. of all days, it has to be 16th june. and a reminder, i dont just listen to nigga muziq. i listen to this Irish adult contemporary muziq as well. now lets not forget Michael Buble and Robi Draco Rosa. one more thing to clear. niggas who can sing equals to R&B niggas who cant sing but raps equals to hiphop. get the picture? they're not the same but they're similar. and apart from that, i need to get Lance Bass's 'Out Of Sync' autobiography. yeah, he's the guy from the now defunct boyband *Nsync. also, Omarion's "O" autobiography. but! these two titles are never around. amazon.com then!

well, at last minute, my dad would be unable to send me off on the 16th. cos he got work. that means im left with my mom and sis. dad was talking to me about ns and i was listening rather half heartedly. and then i happened to saw his eyes got all watery. and it didnt even affect me. dad has been buying me stuff to get me all geared up for the so called big day. he bought me like new shaver, slippers, undergarment and whatever you can think of. yeah, it kinda affected him knowing that he cant see me off. hmm, so that means im down to 3 extra tickets. i hear shawnrick is interested in sending me off. anyone else wanna get a free ride to tekong via ferry? now, people have been saying that "I" will miss my family. but as a stubborn being, i feel that "I" wont. well, i guess, if im lonely in camp, i'd just send out random smses to friends then. yeah, that should be the way. and yes. i've made a mental list of the people whom i wanna meet before i go. you know wh

i saw trish, luke wee, jane, mike etc and mike said out loud from the escalator to me "PAISEH AH?" erm no way. im just earning my keeps. and you were more embarassing screaming out to me from the escalator in front of all the kids. i saw marjory and she said from the escalator to me "cannot make it ah?" i didnt really get that. but im sensing negativitiy. but yes. and no. it really doesnt bother me cos as far as im concerned, i earned $1001.25 for working only 2 weeks. and that added with my upcoming TRU pay, im not really bothered then. and oh, by the time the money comes in, i'd be in camp already.

her "9th goodbye" theres 2 workshop area. "climbing spider" and the "butterfly puppet" right. so there was this shy malay girl making a transit from the butterfly to the spider workshop. i must admit, she'd grow up to be something. on a sidenote, i realised that kids are not as attractive as they are in person. so, this english speaking malay girl was rather unresponsive. she spent like 10 minutes at the butterfly workshop instead of the slated 30mins. so i couldnt start the session early for her. so she had to sit there for 20 mins before i start my spider workhop. thinking that it would be rude to leave this quiet girl alone, i striked a friendly convo. it was really hard at the beginning. she only replied with one only word each time. but as we progressed, she opened up to me. and we started chatting. we talked and talked and talked. her name is deena and she lives in sengkang. she studies in Mercu. i dont know what kindergarten that is though. &quo

meet gabriel and tasha. they're both 6, in the same class and they know each other since 5 years old. tasha likes gabriel. she even admitted that she loves him. gabriel likes tasha only half-heartedly. "no! not love. love is a waste of my time! and im gonna say something that will make her angry" gabriel said "what" i asked "im gonna make a N-E-W friend" he replied "whats that?" tasha asked "ahhh! read it yourself" he said "tasha, why do you like gabriel?" i asked her "because i am her superhero" he replied on her behalf "her mother said she can marry me but i dont agree with her idea" he said "10 years later, when you realised what she means to you, she wont be there for you cos she found another guy. and only then you'd regret it" ujwal said at lightning speed "i wont" gabriel replied with confidence

i just needed to know why you actually did leave me standing there, waiting.

cos i was 2 hours early? oh.

deep muziq is the proud owner of BoyzIIMen 2002 release, entitled "Full Circle" was searching for it since last week. but when all fails and i cant find it, i knew i could depend on the gramophone outlet at capitol. pretty steep for a classic, at $20.95 and i spent at least 30 on food today. 10 for each meal. breakfast at subway (they serve rather interesting breakfast subs) lunch at ljs dinner at subway (at PS and Funan) dessert at BB's mc, mmmm strawberry sundae hit the spot good and well.

on the way to work via train. ujwal asked me to hurry up cos she'd be waitin for me at J.East and to think that Ujwal actually lives like 4 bus stops away from me. and we were comparing our scars and injuries. (cos i accidentally cut my skin at that moment) "mine's over here" dm "mine's here" "awww, you want me to kissy kissy your boobie?" I MEANT TO SAY BOOBOO and ujwal laughed so badly. and we had the most silent lunch ever today. no one spoke, we were all drained. and the dj finally decided to play High School Musical songs. and thats when ujwal said "you're cute" "what?" dm "i said you're cute" i looked away to the kids who were doing their work "i dont know whether to reply with sarcasm or with great appreciation" dm "why sarcasm??" (pause) "thanks. you made my farqueing day" dm and ujwal suddenly received a free Mocha from McCafe. cos the guy workin there has been eyeing

deane flasher was nice enough to spend the rest of saturday with me. and we bumped into a few Hillgrovians there. including zira and her family. nas (unknown pri sch friend) and deane i feel that, me and deane are the kind of friends who would just need a few moments to warm up and we'll be our own comfy selves and talk about almost anything under the moon. and yes. we hung out til midnight only. and 80% of the time i was speaking in malay and not caring about how i look. so i was at ease. with grilled chicken foldover. and yes. did you know that BB's newly renovated mcdonald's kitchen is on the 2nd floor and theres a travelator to send the food. and theres a glass panel on the 2nd floor so we can see the staff cook. try it.

i was supposed to be working at TRU today for the last time. but i forgotten all about it. FORUM TRU is reopened. hmm. but comparing to that $55 per day at TRU to a $75 per day at SITM, then the choice is clear. razak, max and i think max is cute, and so there you have it. the only bi left at forum tru is soon hao. no more morning kisses on the lips. no more hugging and ass caress. i smile to that. and its time i enjoy life. and all i can say is that, with money, there is no more insecurities but havin no one to spend on is another insecurity issue. 9 more days

"i bring you love, i bring you love" -nsync lets just say, my day was spoiled. thanks to female. can? no really. i mean, the 77 bus driver jerked and did her own series of sudden brakes. i reached late cos of the speed she drove the bus at. and i have the key to the storeroom. so basically no work can start till i arrive. and of course, more racist kids. even nepalese are racists. oh please, you girls are brown yourself. dog calling the kettle black. and to the russian girl, go back to where you belong then if you're not happy here. got get bombed there. if you cant appreciate living in a safe protected enviro, then T3 is there waiting. and to my colleague hidayah (in the middle). you have your own set of beliefs and principle. and i have mine. so there is no need to argue with me about what you think of bisexuals and gays. just leave us be though it may seem foreign to you. the same goes to other homophobes. and i am glad that the other girls question their sexuality and

well, really. if you maintain it everyday, people will appreciate it. if treated with respect, they'll comment more. and im talking about blogging. thank you to all my readers and lurkers. 10 more days before hiatus.

now, i know some of you are not sure what it is that i do. simple. i just sit on an undersized ikea stool and teach kids how to make a climbing spider. "how many legs does a spider have? how many eyes does a spider have?" the answer to both question is 8. and its meant for kids and its free. really. kids i met aplenty. remember them i try. here goes. i think he's name is carlos. he's the coolest one i've met. we talked about MTV instead of boring old Kids Central or Nickelodeon. the siblings. 2 twins and a bro. syahidah, zaki and hidayah and they converse in english at home. their accent supports that statement. and i forgotten their name. but we enjoyed talking about the latest tamagotchi version 5. and winnie seemed so excited about what it can do. and the one with the eye patch? she's got a lazy eye . and this kid? i didnt ask for her name. cos i was simply too engrossed playing with her Pixel Chicks. hoho! her grandmother bought it for her from TRU. aww m