his million complaints

cos, theres a time when you're right, and you know you must fight, who's laughin' now. cos, its a choice that we make, you know you're darn fake. who's laughin now.

the death of your idol is painful. both dying at 51 is even more painful. rest well MJ rest well Yasmin Ahmad

the creator of this vid must have had a lot of time in his favour. this stop motion animation vid is so cute. even my sis who's not that of a fan of toys, loved it. somebody please, get me that mecha. or else, i'll just buy it myself and display it in bunk mmmm... origami megazord...

so what a day it was. it started out with me going out alone. to meeting up with hasif and shawnrick. to meeting with a few of the ousted top 40 singapore idol people. to meeting brandon, sam and shannon. 1, 3, 4, 13, 5, 11, 14, 6, 5, 2, 1 at 1500hours, i was by myself. and by 17oohours, 3 of us. and so on an so forth. all the way til 4am. BBDC, Orchard, Clarke Quay, Haji Lane, Bali Lane, Newton first time i had sheesha, first time i cleared 2 packs of Viceroy Mentol, first time i ordered a heineken bottle, first time i was irritated by an sms-er. so that's my saturday. how's yours?

it takes 3hours of weightlifting to burn off a cheeseburger 2 hours of cycling to burn off a muffin 2 hours of running to burn off a banana split hmmmm.....

"hello adam, i need 2 5-ton for tomorrow's detail" "aircon or non air-con?" i would reply like i did just now "doesnt' matter" "21301, 21562" and those numbers would just spring right out of my head. im almost there. almost living the dream. but instead of deploying buses, army trucks would be fine for now. _____________________ "why so down? mustnt be down man" izzat told me today nearing the end of day "how come you don't look happy? you used to be very happy" the other LCP said. i forgot his name, but i remembered his rank. and here's why, because i refuse to share any stress i have at work with anyone. i learnt that, i always get emo when posted to a new place. it so reminds me of secondary school, poly and BMT. i so wanna get out of here. 2 months down, 2005km clocked. 11 more months, 4995km to go. NDP detail next week on aug 1. IT fair this week. Bike lesson 4.01 this sat. i need more toys

now you tell me, a boy who watched moonwalker at least twice to thrice a day in his early childhood in the 90s... memorizing the moves, impressed by the lyrics... would he let go of his idol that easy? no way. so, something to accompany me in camp and elsewhere that i might get attached to... "have you seen my childhood?" now that was the song that piched me a lil. Michael Jackson (1958-Forever)

A game that helps you re-live your high school days. and to think that i got one of my man addicted to this game. he played it the whole day and completed the game thrice over three days while we were attached to Sungei Gedong Camp. The main goal is to find a boyfriend or girlfriend, whom you can then take on dates to various locations such the movies, the beach, and the mall. Sometimes you will also be asked a favor, and if you agree to do this, the student whom you helped might give you someone's phone number.

as the pallbearers walked passed me. i raised my right hand sharply towards my temple. with my beret on, and all of us in our uniform. there we were, at the void deck of 248 in Bukit Batok. as the mother followed behind the pallbearers and the coffin she broke down and cried. i turned my head behind to see a few of my men with tears in their eyes. needless to say, without realising, i had tears welled up. as they laid his coffin in the hearse, i came to recall an incident which happened at the same place a day before he died. i was at the same place where he had been to just 24hours ago. to send my vehicle for servicing and to collect my vehicle. i wont delve further in to this private topic, but all i can say is that, the same thing happened, but i managed to stop my vehicle. and it didnt seem that serious until we received news the next day. and to think that i saw him earlier in the week. mom has been askin me to take real good care of myself considering the nature of my job... ____

i can be a lil cocky. but i keep it under control. a lotta stuff happened this week. but i shall keep it under wraps for now. motorbike lessons and me are doing great. i had Practical 2.02 yesterday night. there were 6 of us. 2 passed; one was a fourth-timer and the other was a first-timer. and of course, yours truly was the first timer. "you have riding experience?" the instructor asked while on the road "i drive" that's what i would answer each time that question is asked. and now, i have at least 11 Michael Jackson albums in my iPod. that amounts to at least 111 songs altogether. mmm...