his million complaints

2005. after seoul garden @ ngee ann i read the signs i saw the warning but i let it be god pulled at fast one on me i guess "You know when you read a really good book, or you see a really good film or hear a good song and you think, 'Shit, why didn't I think of that?!' Well I'm no good at writing. I wouldn't know how to make a film. I can’t play the guitar for love nor money, so I just BLOG!" saw this on Lina Khairiana's blog... makes me happy. not cos i agree. but cos of all that I achieved. i'm glad to say... "Hey, luckily i thought of that!" i met syilah today. i see her everyday actually. i met her but i wasn't inspired. varian took 6 years i took 6 hours i guess, thanks to syilah. the biggest distraction that i would ever need. i knew about syilah for like 6 years already. but i officially got to know her name like late last year. sweet. syilah is perfect, if not, then she's my prototype of whom I would fall for. "Cause

today, shawnrick, dhana and yasmin met Syilah. Yay. That's good. But today, i spent some time with Varian. He shares my sentiments. See, i dont stab backs, he got opinions too. He is like the only adult who have listened to my songs and helped along the way. "Genius" yay! a big shoutout to Yasmin. she's been giving us links to avenues I never knew of. But i dont think i can win the International Songwriting Competition. haha. good money though. performin' tomorrow as well. all originals i believe the line up would be 1. Foreignly Solo (w.m.a.s.dhana/m.basa) written by dhana/mike produced by dhana recorded at emp contains elements from "One" originally performed by Three Dog Night 2. Freak In The Bed (adam md/m.basa) written by adam md rap written by m.basa produced by dhana 3. I Remember You (m.basa) written by m.basa produced by dhana 4. Whoa! (adam md/w.m.a.s.dhana/m.basa) written by adam md/dhana rap written by mike produced by dhana 5. I Don't W

i remember the time when i was figuring out how to use a video camera. it started with Film Factory Productions. Ghaz thought us a lot of things. he has good contacts. the only thing i was envious of him was when he was invited to the istana as a VVIP. wow. then it was class that gave me more hands on time with the camera. then it was Jose de Castro. I have never met any cooler person. Imagine being not really sure of your roots. then it was the Singapore Tourism Board ad. that was a good experience. then there's Studio IG then there was CNA yes. CNA, that's basically where I am driving at. i am tired of doing all the work. no, i am not saying i did everything. But i hate it when i have to settle everything!

(left to right:my bus coinbox and ezlink replica, the door, my study table, with my DVDs stacked up and my Gekitohja megazord, printer/scanner and my fan) you know, it was Syilah that help me get over the hurt of losing someone you should see how thankful i am and i am thankful being in new media. i am graduating happy. but, i feel lost. yay.

i have stopped direct sugar intake meaning, i resisted doughnuts, chocolate, coke etc i feel cleaner now. like a virgin i hope syilah's happy! today, i learnt that i get hungry easily without sugar without coke, i don't get sugar rush to those who didnt believe i get sugar rush with just a bottle of coke... then go see my blood test. haha i'm hungry

its funny the way she speak. i kinda miss her when will i see u again? muahaha maybe tonight... see ya syi

what day was Jan 19? oh thanks ah.

yay. old lorry bus with shortage of real bus. hmm, been listening to this. nice mix of R&B and Hip Hop catchy tracks are good in life the new enjin sentai gounger the new megazord... i am old enough. old enough to buy stuff yeah. looking forward to work again. more money more joy. lets see. i have to get a psp for syilah and i wanna collect the entire history of The Simpsons and i wanna get more games. i wanna play SPORE and FEAR oh no, im becoming like mufujifi but its good. the liberty to spend your money as you wish is fun especially on games. back to my roots. once again, i am still worried about my blood test. i went to research... hmmm, it made me feel better. mine could just be a case of pre-diabetes and its good to be detected early. my 2 uncle got it too runs in the family i guess. coolness

things happened too fast in 2007. slow down. i'm so glad to have met up with syilah. no, not my ex-syilah but syilah syilah haha. well, i duno. i am happy. what can i say? i'm ecstatic

have you had that point in life where u come to think... and said to urself.... "I shoulda listened...." I shoulda listened. now, reading nat's blog...made me think again. love partner + friends = healthy relationship? i laughed at that. its ambiguous. that theory failed me twice. but when i didnt follow that theory, i felt alone. hmmm... note to oneself if my girl have crushes on random guys every other month then something is wrong. so stop giving in and say its ok. i shoulda listened. well well, its sunday afternoon. i smell the rain coming. if u asked me, im still worried over my blood test. actually, its not that. i just dont want to worry my parents. and i wanna serve. well, they will let me serve la..durr

click to enlarge. you are about to view the future. as a general transportation fan lemme enlighten you in a jiffy 1st- the current green line will be extended twice(Pioneer and Joo Koon station) (Gul to Tuas) 2nd-the green line will have the long awaited Jurong LRT to help ease 179* 3rd-the red line has a few stn yet to be built (Sungei Kadut)(Canberra) and will be extended to (Marina South) 4th-NEL have yet to build (Keppel stn) 5th-the ever circular Circle line 6th-the downtown line which includes(Bt Panjang/Bt Timah/City/Bedok North area) 7th-the Thomson line 8th-the Eastern Region Line these are not news that i found yesterday... but we bus fans/train fans have the insights... so yeah coming as well North Shore Line Holland Line Seletar Line Punggol LRT extension talks are still underway for the extension to Johor Bahru. word has it that SMRT might link it to Iskandar Development Region in Malaysia watch for it. now, muziqally, Im happy 1. Foreignly Solo 2. I Remember You 3. Whoa!

Yay. Still as empty. lemme clarify. i didnt bad mouth anyone. actions speak louder than words. if you think i spread negativity, then you guys think negatively oh please, everywhere you go, there will be voices comin from the back sayin..."whats wrong with the fella?" now, im tired of defending. im tired of sayin...he's just expressive, or he's just tired or he's just stressed. change took too long. so yea, i voiced out here in my world.

its funny. i laughed. but questions cloud my head with whys. why does she feel that the world hates her and is talking behind her back? why am i not affected the most? shouldnt i feel hurt? or is there someone in my mind that i never told anyone of for the past 2 years? or is it cos i am more worried about my condition? i cant believe it, they dragged me out in private, told me that i might have diabetes.... man, i hope it was the coke and the kopi o that i had in the morning. shawnrick complaint that he had 3 containers of blood taken. i had 6. he was like...Oh once again the truth didnt reveal itself. i already knew of it. u guys cant act. thats why the director is always pissed.

i told you so. its worth it. be infront of the group. standout. man, i miss the times when i had no belly and moobs. and this pic was taken when i was gaining weight... sheesh... yay! i stared at the pic, and i was tryna recall, why was I looking so sad... (that is my sad face in disguise) then i came to realise. that was when i brokeup with my ex. it was a nice gentle breakup. with love remaining. dont u love it when that happens? but theres a tendency for me to be left alone when graduation time is near. its a nice pattern. no wonder i am not hurt that bad with the departure of jan jan. but the hurting part is of cos, him. he label me as him, so shall i but its all good, if we take a look around, they subtracted a few ppl from our former clique. See jan, told u now, its like yomoley, lesser ppl wanna hangout wit'cha haha. but i noe, ppl often say, but i dont need them to bolster me with their words. i am multi talented. i get that a lot of time. by strangers, facis, acquaintants,

the best feeling is to get job offers and be paid for what you love doing. but then again, i am into muziq but i am not into being audio guys at gigs and stuff. but its good money.... yay! i told others...I am doing what the DSA kids should be doing... now, i am committed to learning the grandMA. so that i can control the intelligent light that way, I can get promoted!! but then again NS is here.. is this the point of time where guys start to think of where to get money? so glad that both my parents are working.. more money, more joy. new laptop, new mp3, new phone what more new stuff? wait and see... be envious... rowl.... as i have promised, bus driving is my backup plan when i am 40 til then, media is mine... i love contacts

jan, u were hoping to see this here... shag, ur eyes was always here... lalala, u noe, i don't know why i am not affected by the blow. i was only affected during the period that they didnt tell me. truth be told, now that the fog is clear, i am absolutely fine jan said i would post it on my blog, on my msn nick, tell to everybody..blablabla ok lor, here it is. lalala. jan, i didnt know of it only today la, from the start, you couldnt hide it. as i expected, one month plus... wait no wonder i aint hurt, i was preparing for it. is this the part where i lol? LOL one more thing, next time, if you wanna secretly camwhore on my science... delete the recycle bin as well. delete smses too jan u werent at TPY Hub for a reason... jeng jeng jeng....

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you know, its funny that a few words and honesty can make everything all right again. me and jan are fine thank you lalalala

you know after so many arguments and creative differences... i have learnt to understand and appreciate jannah so much more now. yeah, i was bacin. but jan jan opened my eyeballs and my mood to another level but one thing i have never understood after our long time friendship/relationship how did she manage to get the energy to be with me and have so many friends and members..... you go drunkpony muahhaaa click five anyone? oh ya jan, your question, maybe another day

goodbye to yet another actor lan qingxi (mc king) you know its funny, i had never expected any comedian to die. when comedians die, its sad. it makes humour hard to digest. its like, comedians shouldnt die, they should just.... i dont know..... oh ya shag, i didnt know that multiply didnt delete that post... cos i update through blogspot......and i deleted that post through blogspot... and ya, so that post is still on multiply...oops maybe i will die this year. just a hunch

ok, so seeing Uncle Boy on TV makes me wanna go edit my second story... haha there were flaws on the first ep that i noted and will be wary of in the second story. haha.. haha oh my, have you ever coughed so hard that the nerves around your temple cramped up and cause you to lose vision and lose control of your head til it tilts back heavily and losing control of your hands??? it just happened. ouch. here. have a look at the old me. for fun. 3 years ago

Bye 2007. Big deal. I am just looking forward for 2010. 2008 -I,Journalist -Westlife not producing album this year.. i mean like 9 years 9 albums? take a break lads -ns, whatever souljaboy same same la.