the new lease



"we've had so much fun in the last 2 months and i've never laughed so much in my life."


you aint gotta give me your love, you aint gotta say im the one,
you aint gotta tell me where you'll be cos you aint obligated to me

im not saying that you should just rush and give me your heart
im just asking that you like me real hard,
just like me real hard




i never knew that i could hear soundtracks in my dream.
it was kinda like looping when i was asleep. it made me woke up suddenly at 6am (after only 3hours of sleep)
only to realise that i miss everything now. 26 march was beautiful.


and you know what i need now?
i think i need a puff.
and next, i wanna get drunk too.
take me out someday.

i havent lost my singing range yet so im pleased. but i feel it affecting my lungs today. man, the addiction i guess.
or maybe i should not try any more. what you think?


i learnt that jannah was disappointed that i didnt really talked to her yesterday. but hey, its all good jan! we'll chill after your internship remember?
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my career option in the future.
seriously, i have different cliques who specialise in different things.
film or audio or visual graphics design.

i didnt know which to specialise in and that made me choose not to carry on with my media dream. but ghaz said something that i shall remember for a very long time now i guess.

"just remember that you're a storyteller. you can tell story through muziq, film" he said
"blogs" i added

well, sometimes a good self consolation is a nice avenue to feel proud of my own achievements in life.
and im going to hit the gym later on. its times like this that make me realise that suicide aint everything.

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and i have never shared any of my bisexual stories before but yesterday made me feel relieved that people do understand.
and i just hope we do keep in contact cos this day on, we're all alone from now.

and guess what, this lovehater is sprung.
yes, at long last. im sprung.
cos you're stuck in my brain.

like whoa.
buzz me if any of you out there need a friend ok?
my listening ear is all ready
im down 24/7

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