i made my day
based on alphabetical order, i am officially the first STA student to graduate. think about it. i felt great. how many graduands dance around on stage during a formal affair?
STA graduands.
(mufujifi, deep muziq and gy)
im not gonna upload too many pics yet. i'll start off slow to re-live this special day. a day that i will remember on the day before i take my life.
but this picture seems to be my favourite right now for apparent reasons. so up it goes.
i cried. after seeing so many graduands with their families. i was just stuck there.
i was left alone. all clad in the oversized robe and with the cert in my hands. i accomplished something beautiful. sadly, i had no one to share that joy with. parents taking happy pictures of their child and the investment they made.
but the first few people who started talking to me was the Monjiat's family.
jannah's parents kinda talked to me. so i entertained them for like 3minutes before i walked away.
i walked away and stood at the sideline.
i just stood and stared into blank space.
"adam! adam!" huda called out to me.
i looked up.
"help me take picture of my mom and me" she added.
that kinda hurt. i was hurt. i can tell you that. god knows.
cos 21 seconds later, i teared up and cried.
i was really lost. i didnt know what life has got in store for me then.
red eyed. too many happy people and i was lost in that abyss of joy.
just when i was about to give up hope and wanting to walk away from it all,
ghaz came over to me and asked.
"where you gonna go after this?" ghaz said
"duno." i replied.
ghaz was tryna get rid of his parents and run away with friends.
"now i wish my parents were here" i said with tears in my eyes
"huh no. today i'll be your father" ghaz made me smiled.
but soon after, he disappeared and i trailed to the canteen. crying there was a relieve to my soul. i guess.
but hey, found gar gar and mufujifi later. and things started to look a lil brighter.
the meal wasnt that brilliant but it was fulfilling.
i think i shocked mufujifi today. tsk tsk adam.
well, i was pleased after that.
gar gar got the same shock as well.
jan jan and shag left first with the monjiat family to go west coast for a better meal.
soon after, mufujifi left. well, i would be lying if i said that didnt bother me.
but hey,
"oh crap" i gotta stop saying that. we'll see.
so yeah, time flew passed and i was still lingering there with the rest.
so we headed to Causeway Point.
then in the lift, i shocked gy i think. but at least there was an assuring smile.
so i was pleased again.
we originally wanted to watch Spiderwick but the earliest slot was 9pm.
so Ghaz, Garf and GY decided to spend that precious time wisely.
off to STARBUCKS for a good friend to friend chat. a nice chillout.
halfway. i decided to move along and pick up something new.
i needed to do it. so i got one from ghaz. gy had one too.
beautiful. just beautiful.
gudang garam was like strong. amazingly i didnt start off coughing like a noob.
it felt. different.
so, ordered myself a Java Chip, "Venti please!!"
that was fun.
now. i shall not disclose the joy and secrets that we shared.
it was all between the 3Gs and I.
but one day i shall blog about what i said. soon enough.
(garf and ghaz)
(ghaz and gy)
the time when we had to part ways was sad. but, i had another ciggy on the way back.
that made me feel high enough. ooh the joy.
well, i gave garf another good hug! he thought i was gonna kiss him again.
i gave ghaz a long endearing hug.."ok ok, i can feel your penis already" he joked
and i gave a long warm hug to guo yuan. before letting go, another peck wouldnt hurt. it was sweet to see someone smile after you hug and kiss them.
i was smiling all over i guess.
i love you and i oh crap you all!
i'll see you all soon.
STA graduands.
(mufujifi, deep muziq and gy)
im not gonna upload too many pics yet. i'll start off slow to re-live this special day. a day that i will remember on the day before i take my life.
but this picture seems to be my favourite right now for apparent reasons. so up it goes.
i cried. after seeing so many graduands with their families. i was just stuck there.
i was left alone. all clad in the oversized robe and with the cert in my hands. i accomplished something beautiful. sadly, i had no one to share that joy with. parents taking happy pictures of their child and the investment they made.
but the first few people who started talking to me was the Monjiat's family.
jannah's parents kinda talked to me. so i entertained them for like 3minutes before i walked away.
i walked away and stood at the sideline.
i just stood and stared into blank space.
"adam! adam!" huda called out to me.
i looked up.
"help me take picture of my mom and me" she added.
that kinda hurt. i was hurt. i can tell you that. god knows.
cos 21 seconds later, i teared up and cried.
i was really lost. i didnt know what life has got in store for me then.
red eyed. too many happy people and i was lost in that abyss of joy.
just when i was about to give up hope and wanting to walk away from it all,
ghaz came over to me and asked.
"where you gonna go after this?" ghaz said
"duno." i replied.
ghaz was tryna get rid of his parents and run away with friends.
"now i wish my parents were here" i said with tears in my eyes
"huh no. today i'll be your father" ghaz made me smiled.
but soon after, he disappeared and i trailed to the canteen. crying there was a relieve to my soul. i guess.
but hey, found gar gar and mufujifi later. and things started to look a lil brighter.
the meal wasnt that brilliant but it was fulfilling.
i think i shocked mufujifi today. tsk tsk adam.
well, i was pleased after that.
gar gar got the same shock as well.
jan jan and shag left first with the monjiat family to go west coast for a better meal.
soon after, mufujifi left. well, i would be lying if i said that didnt bother me.
but hey,
"oh crap" i gotta stop saying that. we'll see.
so yeah, time flew passed and i was still lingering there with the rest.
so we headed to Causeway Point.
then in the lift, i shocked gy i think. but at least there was an assuring smile.
so i was pleased again.
we originally wanted to watch Spiderwick but the earliest slot was 9pm.
so Ghaz, Garf and GY decided to spend that precious time wisely.
off to STARBUCKS for a good friend to friend chat. a nice chillout.
halfway. i decided to move along and pick up something new.
i needed to do it. so i got one from ghaz. gy had one too.
beautiful. just beautiful.
gudang garam was like strong. amazingly i didnt start off coughing like a noob.
it felt. different.
so, ordered myself a Java Chip, "Venti please!!"
that was fun.
now. i shall not disclose the joy and secrets that we shared.
it was all between the 3Gs and I.
but one day i shall blog about what i said. soon enough.
(garf and ghaz)
(ghaz and gy)
the time when we had to part ways was sad. but, i had another ciggy on the way back.
that made me feel high enough. ooh the joy.
well, i gave garf another good hug! he thought i was gonna kiss him again.
i gave ghaz a long endearing hug.."ok ok, i can feel your penis already" he joked
and i gave a long warm hug to guo yuan. before letting go, another peck wouldnt hurt. it was sweet to see someone smile after you hug and kiss them.
i was smiling all over i guess.
i shall blog about all this in nitty gritty details soon i guess.
i love you all.
thanks to all the people i met and lost along the way.
cheers to these people whom i met today that made today a memorable one
mufujifi
guo yuan
david liew
eddie
lydia
flo
ghaz
ajin
pris
lionel
shaggy
monjiat family
nik
sean
luke
varian
amran
david cheng
dhana
gar gar!
fabie and yusri
ganesh
graham
(lionel, dm, mufujifi)
i love you and i oh crap you all!
i'll see you all soon.
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