his million complaints

"hi good morning! remember to pray! / and sorry if i haven't been chatting with you. not my intention" mufujifi smsed well, receiving this at like 6am made me smile like a night owl. hoho. "why you're smiling?" hammy dee asked "oohooo" i replied "helloh, random but sorry for snapping at you last time at vivo" guess who sent this one. this one made me beamed even more at my workplace. that incident was like last year. "shag, your bus is on the other side" i said "I KNOW LAH!!" he yelled and that was when i nearly i smacked him from behind. "dont hit him la. you have no rights to do so" jan said so knowing that he's cool about the situation made me happy. in which resulted in me replying... "im sorry i was jealous at ya during 'noggy' era" erm. "please keep this confidential. let me know how much _______" timo asked me to be hush hush about it. but since im on skye's side, ...

well, actually, today was my training at good ol' tRu. and also my unexpected payday from the Timo/Skye job. lets start with tRu. like wow. the training opened my eyeballs to stuff i know. its like HD-ing whatever i've seen and heard. apparently, i am the only 'vocal bastard' there. how vocal? i answered every questions posted. how bastard? i was sitting infront of the class with eyes wide opened hmm, im like the only one who memorised the store codes and the hotline numbers instantly. what a suck up i am. but hey, no, i was being enthusiastic. this is why i hate commitments. with commitments, i tend to overdo things. well, there were like 14 newbies and 4 trainees there. all from different/will be assigned to different stores. and like tomorrow theres a big test that i have to study for. the results will determine which store we will be assigned to. no heartland malls for me please. i love toys. so actually now, its a perfect fit. i wonder why the rest aint as excited ...

"life aint got no rewind, the only way is to turn back time" "i am everything im not" wise words from me today after waking up. apparently, i think my body clock is more screwed up. i sleep at 3am and wake up 6am. daily. and i eat proper meals only in the evening. now now, time for a reset. but im hungry now.

metaphorical syilah needs a deep red. so my first moolah would be targetted at that. and so that i can make her real happy and maybe a few packs of ciggy. metaphorical deep muziq needs a deep red too but syilah and deep muziq can share that. and so i can make them real happy but the real adam only wants a psp. not a need. so he wont be that happy yet. i hear the alter egos talking to me. speak you shall. _________________________________ http://alwaysfarting.blogspot.com/ well, my old year 1 class of 2005 had a short lived blog. and yes. PE0110A. what a nice name for a class. err. oh well. its fun to read whatever they posted and the things they tagged. memories are memories. but thats no reason not to update a blog. tsk tsk. "Adam- will miss his hyper presentations & animation works.. the best presenter mah!!! (=" (ahem) and they had better mean it when they said that. hoho. cos all i know, i wasnt as hyper in year 2 and 3. bahh. http://www.babi-inc.blogspot.com/ babis h...

here's the boy with that emporio armani white bottle fragrant. $80 plus investment always work. im like addicted to people with nice smell. wait, thats a natural thing. hoho! so beware if you have got a nice smelling thing going on. im on to ya. sniff sniff.

the constants money health national service money university application future career advancements degree talent money sexuality parents acceptance money work company close friends friends old friends age ns, uni, money, health relationships and the drama that follows so yes. those are them common things that many dudes and dudettes are worried about, i think i misplaced my jacket. like oh no. letting go is the hardest thing for me to do i guess. i was pissed this morning cos i saw my mommeh throwing away my tamagotchi backcard. im the kind who dont throw away receipts and boxes. sentimental value, or so i choose to believe.

after long waits and talks and discussion. the decision for an MRT station from Singapore to Malaysia is looking bright. so yes.

after pondering. i came to a conclusion. i deduced that im a solo player. step aside.

this is like the second time im talking about commitments. i fear commitments. like really. be it professionally or personally. i have a fear of it. im scared to commit myself to working. like hey, i'm really really afraid. i was scared to commit my 3 years in poly. like hey, i didnt even wanna go school on the first day. i didnt wanna commit when it came to FYP like hey, i got A twice when it came to the final year project i didnt wanna commit during the CNA I,Journalist but like hey, i managed to scrape through and saw my episodes on national tv. regional actually, since its CNA i hate commiting to my hobbies. cos i will end up buying more and more to satisfy my desire. and of course, commiting to a relationship is one of its worst and im bad at it. haha. and one more thing. commiting suicide is hard when you already planned for something else the next day. and smoking and rinsing dont work out i guess.

"You so fly, I'm so fly, what's mo' fly than you and I together? Get high, let's fly together. Oh, girl. I'm so fly, you so fly, what's mo' fly than you and I together? Get high, let's fly together.Whoo!" erm, and im irrtating the crap out of hammy-dee. been humming and singing to it the whole day. she knows im bored. "what does the dee in hammy-dee stands for?" i asked "dah" she replied "HAHAHA" i laughed "you came up with it what remember?" she said actually, i dont. hoho!

lazing around at home is disturbing, what's more disturbing is that i dont feel like eating, or watching shows in my laptop or even playing games. its disturbing. get the picture? i need to be active and be up and about. but with no more ez-link card, its making me immobile. like thanks ar. "ey look, i got a jacket. now im like adam. now im deep muziq. like thanks..arr" sai joked. what a pointless lazy sunday blogpost. oh well. im downloading more albums now. nigga albums that is.

i hate missing yous... especially when your smell lingers.... like seriously adam, stop it!

"good night adam. anyway, i could sense a lil sadness coming from u when everybody were taking pictures but u were sitting there. i hope u're fine n cheer up ok? good nite. =)" true that. thanks iLi! its not worth thinking of the past though..hoho!

roar! there was a nice catwalk platform so it was only nice that i did one. hoho. and hey, i wasnt expecting that smack on the ass. hoho! kinky. and yeh! i look high and tipsy next to iLi. WOHOHO! i better find and get the pics from all the other people who took shots of me. that would be yayness. and here, thanks empeople. you can see trep and sharime busy spinning in the background. and thanks for the free ciggy. yayness.

like seriously, i'm just left wondering. why do you even bother reading up on my thoughts. to feel that you're in touch with my going-ons? to know my secrets? to be connected to me? for whatever reasons you have, keep it to yourself. don't tell me. well, i dont bloghop much anymore and i acknowledge the fact that i wont be doing that once i start working. but what i can guarantee is that im still gonna blog my thoughts. well, yeah, thats my 3 years guarantee. i think. __________________________ fever graduation party 08. farque you people. soundcheck was great. but real performance was nerve wrecking cos thanks to those bright lights, i couldnt see much. that ulcer in my throat didnt help. singing a song with little breathing opportunity didnt help. smoking didnt help. so yeah. get the picture? and there are a couple of those emp bastards that i wanna slap today. like i swear, my hands would have punched your balls and let it explode. but hey, its my last day. i dont see me...

i finally got the updated version of the bible. and im currently intensely reading it. im trying my best to memorise each nitty gritty details. trying to understand what each phrase and stanza means i must say, it is very easy to understand this time round. i was thinking that, hmmm. maybe the bible might use profound words that will lead me confused. but its seems organised and well-structured and very comprehensive. its all good. i wasnt misled though i spotted a few errors on page 297 and 360. that was kinda disturbing cos you should know that this kind of books cant afford to have errors. it'll get some people lost and into trouble. maybe i should write in to the publisher of the book about it. i shall be a kind soul and email them later on i guess. its all good. it wasnt that expensive anyway and is for sale popular as well. read it only if you appreciate it i guess. read it if you need guidance in your life. trust me. it will guide you the way. its the guiding light and its g...

the wounds are healing. it wasnt as deep. yet. and i'm not sane. compare the adam up on stage and compare the adam that you know and you'll see what i mean i guess. ambiguosity dont work here though... what am i talking about. hmmm, nothing. just that i have to perform later. so i kinda need to get in the zone right now. i hope the turnout will be good. bahh.

"i thought i saw you yesterday at the canteen, then i realised its not you. then now i realised it IS you" rin said "haha" i replied man, what a weak reply. haha? i'm missing my jacket already. but its for the better i guess. i'll wear it when i feel like reminiscing. but what i should have said or meant to say was... "aww, thats nice. you should have just approached me and say hi!" "im gonna miss you..." an old friend said "erm, ok." i replied "thats it??" she asked "erm, ok" i repeated though i didnt like that person, i should have tried fronting and reply in a nicer tone. i should have said... "oh wow. im gonna miss you too." but hell, 'erm ok' sounds cool and offensive anyway. so why not? "wanna pretend that we're together?" another random old friend said "Farque YOU!" i responded look, i aint good at replying. and i dont want to be in random stupid relationships....

a puff

things flowed fast after the 26th. smoking was new to me. and i havent stopped since. glue sniffing came back. suicide thoughts were prominent... burn baby burn but on the bright side, i dropped by the STArt 08 camp... i'm emceed at the SIT Cypher camp... the crowd was colourful. grinding was fun but nopes, no erection today. the new mobSTAs at the STArt 08 camp. this is how it looks like to emcee onstage. and when the crowd loves you, that means you've got the vibe they want. i'm performing at the FEVER graduation party today at 6pm. and i've got this spare tix. but no one wants it. no one wants to come. booo. and i didnt tell them that im performing. now im sad. booo. the singer's ego will get dampened when his friends aint around... then sunday will be my last lazy sunday. and monday will be the day to slog it all out. i dont know what i got myself into. to be honest, i didnt even want that job in the first place. i'd only wanted to accompany that friend of m...

well what more can i say? with one shortcoming and downfall, comes another open trail. working will be fun!

this next post might be a little too kinky for you i striked out sex change from my list. so yes, i will die a male. no worries. jannah was right i guess. like expensive and troublesome, cos some are still not satisfied. but i wouldnt mind getting oestrogen pills. its the next best thing to cutting away my dick. and, let me declare, that i have an erectile disfunction i think. i just think its the blood circulation problem. im hoping for the best. i will cry and smile like crazy if i get to turned on normally again. and theres porn in the emp's mac. and i aint even turned on like Izz and Brandon. i still rather watch gayporn. like woohoo! are you happy now? now i have to ask around and get them pills. yay?

maybe, maybe not

"so go ahead, kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself, go kill yourself" timbaland sang and its like on repeat in my mp3. what beautiful motivation for me. i'm alone in my room. the kitchen knife is next to me. so you can imagine the possibilities. ______ back with updates. hey, its amazing how a small hole can realease so much blood. i understand that the wrists has the highest pressure point though. theres actually a vein along the arm where you can cut, and 5 minutes later, you die. some bio for you. biology in secondary school was fun though! hoho! bah, back to my story, so i poked and scratch the surface of this vein and it the sensation was excruciating. smudge smudge blood. like its only a minute wound and hey, im back to glue sniffing! after like 4 years of not doing so.. it gets your head spinning watch my downfall! i love me. by right, im like one week overdue. i guess plan A failed.

look what it made me become. why are they such great balladeers. let me avoid the topic of love now. now, i've been searching for Javier's CD (haa-vee-air) for a very long time. he's a one hit wonder, but back with a second album though. i saw two copies of it being sold at $7.95 at HMV. like wow. so i thought, maybe i'll buy it tomorrow when i have more cash on me. so i took them CDs and hid it behind. the next day i went there, POOF. different CDs. gone. no more Javier. damn. you know why? there's not even a wikipedia page on him. you can hardly find his album in the torrent page. like seriously. i mean other underground singers and groups have are wikiable. this is depressing.

thank you in advance for hurting my feelings, for breaking my heart, for killing the joy i feel, for taking advantage of me, for treating me like a fool thank you in advance for the misses and the kisses and the hits that follows. but till then, i shall be happy now. i aint foolhardy when it comes to venturing about love. man i crack myself up.

"so from now happy muziq?" varian "erm ya! no more deep muziq" i i think its just confused muziq now.

im sprung, thats for sure. but that made me stuck. affairs of the heart are so hard to handle. so moving on... wait, im uninspired. maybe she... god damn, you irk me adam.

look, i had my ponytail! "shit man, are you gay?" sharime asked "are you like gay?" sai asked "r u gay?" iLi tagged "haha u serious?" lina on msn "you're straight la, your songs prove it" dhana told me there's more where that came from. and hey. i need to clear the air. im queer. im curious. or whatever pleasant terms you have for it. and i seriously dont appreciate getting sidelined for it. i wanna be superman and give you the answer. but i can never reach an ultimatum. i asked a particular friend of mine in 2005. "why are you gay?" i asked "adam, you can never get an answer for that. its like asking why is the grass green? why is the sky blue?" he said let me declare, im not an all out gay. even if i am, i would tell you the truth, I AM THE FEMALE "adam, you're like the girl in this relationship!" jan said "i know and you're the guy" i replied the only confusion im facing is me g...

you cant blame me. i cant help it. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! im a happy boy now!

"we've had so much fun in the last 2 months and i've never laughed so much in my life." you aint gotta give me your love, you aint gotta say im the one, you aint gotta tell me where you'll be cos you aint obligated to me im not saying that you should just rush and give me your heart im just asking that you like me real hard, just like me real hard i never knew that i could hear soundtracks in my dream. it was kinda like looping when i was asleep. it made me woke up suddenly at 6am (after only 3hours of sleep) only to realise that i miss everything now. 26 march was beautiful. and you know what i need now? i think i need a puff. and next, i wanna get drunk too. take me out someday. i havent lost my singing range yet so im pleased. but i feel it affecting my lungs today. man, the addiction i guess. or maybe i should not try any more. what you think? i learnt that jannah was disappointed that i didnt really talked to her yesterday. but hey, its all good jan! we'l...

"Adam danced his way across the stage, which was awesome! That's the Adam we know and love. And the first to receive the award no less haha. You look like you've lost some weight! I loved seeing Noraini again (missed you!), Gareth (you look like you lost some weight too!), Shannon, Natasha, Guo Yuan, Lionel and Jannah (tho I see you 2 everyday more than I see my family heh)" -quoted from natz 4thblog hey natz! if you're reading this, then i've gotta say it. YOU'RE DEARLY MISSED BY DEEP MUZIQ. its amazing how you and i both love varian so much. hoho. but its sad that i didnt get to see ya today. all i saw was the red hairband! hoho. well now, i met varian at the reception. he's been down for me since my year 1. whenever he sees me doing something great, he'll say "he's transformed the most. he was so quiet and shy when i first met him. never even spoke a word" well, i was shy then, and i formally met him at the ESPLANADE after the a ca...

based on alphabetical order, i am officially the first STA student to graduate. think about it. i felt great. how many graduands dance around on stage during a formal affair? STA graduands. (mufujifi, deep muziq and gy) im not gonna upload too many pics yet. i'll start off slow to re-live this special day. a day that i will remember on the day before i take my life. but this picture seems to be my favourite right now for apparent reasons. so up it goes. i cried. after seeing so many graduands with their families. i was just stuck there. i was left alone. all clad in the oversized robe and with the cert in my hands. i accomplished something beautiful. sadly, i had no one to share that joy with. parents taking happy pictures of their child and the investment they made. but the first few people who started talking to me was the Monjiat's family. jannah's parents kinda talked to me. so i entertained them for like 3minutes before i walked away. i walked away and stood at the sid...

yayness!

oh wow. i thought i would be happy and satisfied with just downloading one album. but... i knew it wouldnt stop at there. Mario's Go! is worth the buy. but since i downloaded it, then maybe i'm not gonna buy it. hoho. just the kinda album i would listen to at night. ballads and ballads and more ballads with "once in a while" upbeat song though. was searching for this at HMV. they sold it at $29. so yeah, saved good money again. now, marques houston's naked revolves around love sex and marriage. bahh. topics that i hate. "I wanted to give my fans a more intimate look at who I am. I called this album Naked because I'm not ashamed of my emotions. I just went through a lot of drama, and I'm an adult now, so these songs are very deep as a result." hey, the tracks in it are quite literal. the first few songs are "Sex With You", "Marriage", "Naked" hoho. "marriage aint gonn change a thing but your name" good that ...

its not wrong to get turned on by guys. but its wrong to get turned on by guys and telling them. its not wrong for a guy not to get turned on by girls but its wrong for a guy not to get turned on by girls and telling them kinda suck aint it? wait adam, its all in the mind. think guys as smelly dicks. but i think its cute. LIKE WTF ADAM!?

yes chrissy, we know that now. but really, i am kinda outdated in the muziq scene. i do need people to inform me on what new songs there are. sharime showed us this one and its kinda dope. hoho. here's "Shawty Get Loose" by Lil Mama featuring Chris Brown & T-Pain. t-pain's parents are both muslim but i dont know what that makes him though. the only reason that im diggin' this song is Chris Brown. HAHA. but still, watch it. the gif image should be able to convince you to do so. i think the treatment to this muziq video is "fugly" the director prolly asked them to be fucking ugly. and thats fun. HAHAHA. hear my roar! yay, i love spending my morning at 630am making random gif image and embedding videos. NOT!

that dont even sound like a title of a ballad. but if its omarion, anything goes i guess. its stuck in my head. i just think that omarion is hot. he's got that tight chest. woohoo. and love dem lips. bahh. and ey, its surprising that people came up and asked me what 'sprung' really means. like every other day when i used that term. hoho. i thought them nigga poseurs knew. hoho. c'mon. lets not get sprung. liking someone is fine but you need discipline. once you do stuff and get crazy bout that person then you're sprung. boing boing. just dont get thirsty for her all the time dude. chill. if you're sprung, your friends wont like it. too much for them to handle. and it was fun looking at couples today and predicting how long more before their love expire. that was fun. we seem to be enjoying doing what we do. dopeness. he reminds me of omarion anyways. HAHA! im sounding bimbotic by the second. i was told to diversify. encouraged to try different genres. still, im ...

seriously. the day started perfectly sweet. a day where nothing was supposed to go wrong. but with that in mind, i definitely could be wrong. trust me. had that interview at Toys'r'Us with mufujifi at 11 am.. the interviewer was nice. halfway through it all, he was like, "oh, are you the guy that appeared on TV? i saw you the other day" well that was uplifting. not only that. he's hot. and he has lionel's attractive nose. oh, found out that he was a fashion designer. like wow. its amazing. cos he was late. and we were waiting for him at the 3rd floor. i looked down to the first floor and remembered that izz said that mr razali has got a different orientation. i saw someone on the first floor that fit that description. my gaydar didnt disappoint me. that was uplifting. and there was this random ITE girl who tried to start a convo with me. well, its kinda obvious that i dont find it appealing to talk to strangers. especially the females. you people freak me out....

"you are not meant to eat banana" hammy-dee said in the morning "thanks ah" i replied prior to that convo, i was up and running in the kitchen. it was like 6.20am. i saw that bunch of bananas hanging. now, if you know me, then you would know that i have a fear of bananas. not cos of the taste or whatsoever but its the friends that bananas bring along. so, i plucked enough courage to tear one piece from the bunch. i opened up, it let me down. i spasmed. there was a random worm in it. if i can count correctly, then thats the 6th times it happened to me. like wow, back to square one. no more bananas for me. ps: bananas are long

i call it an interest turned investment... the capital? zero. the loot? the bus guides the outcome? my happiness and eighty bucks richer cos there are bus fans who are willing to buy those rarities... i miss them now. hoho! the guides and the 80 dollars that is. HUR HUR! ps: im a bus fan

i know, but its just a clot somewhere in the back of my head. i thought that i was the only one who live on the dreaded 2nd floor. i used to despise people living on the second floor. well that was when i was livin on the fourth. but karma is just. i moved to the second floor. i knew what was coming. pests! and yes, back to the clot. it unclotted to make me realise that, wait, im not the only 2nd floorer. haha. theres mufujifi and hasif. who else? own up and tag. bahh. tell me your pest stories. like sure.hohoho it was close to 1am. i needed the toilet. but unknown to me, there was this big fat fugly lizard. it was juicy and grey. i mean, what kind of a race is that? grey. indian lizard? african? nigga? eh wow. so, to overcome my fear of cicak, i decided to talk to it. in a seductive tone too, that as an added bonus to break the ice. the cicak stoned and tried to spasm into the corner. well, i automatically conversed with him in malay. well i think its a him, but yeah, i didnt feel lik...

like oh wow. remember that fatburn regime i blogged about? like losing 2kg in a few days aint uplifting. like wow. haha. im such a girl. hear me whine. imagine that. ps: gym harder and my balls will explode

i've been on a search. been telling myself mentally to look out for it. to look out for a song that would hit that spot. finally found it today with thanks to hasif. "Like Me Real Hard" Mario. my ears and cochlea are suffering from fatigue. too much hiphop bass. but this song was the one. the one that i needed to listen to while blogging and being alone at night. mellow and soothing with them typical guitar and drum sequence at the starting. just what i need to hum to everyday. "You ain't ready to fall in love And I ain't ready to care so much We ain't ready for commitment... But for now, just like me real hard... be a friend to me" damn, its really stuck in my head. reminds me of the late 90s R&B. where R&B was still not trashy or mainstream and not confused with hip hop listen to this song only if you're not in love. listen to this song only if you appreciate ballad. listen to this song only if you found someone. i should start writing ...

too good to be true maybe. i am quite unsure. things are looking good. maybe i shall not blog about it, just in case. i want this good luck streak to run a lil while longer. luck or is it just coincidence? which do you believe in? for me, i would go for neither. ironic. love and relationship? what a rubbish theory. relationship kills love and love kills relationship. c'mon, open your eyes... and stop kissing infront of me in the bus. not even tickling. not in front of me. and no, dont finger farque in the bus. didnt you hear your girl saying "whos the owner?" like so embarrasing. tsk tsk

bow wow and omarion did a 12 track collabo. listen to this album only if you are in the mood to brag about your girl and love life. especially when you're dating someone else's girl. this album is laden with bow wow's bragging. if you're expecting to hear ballads, sadly, you wont be able to find any. its all party and upbeat tracks. might be uplifting for you or maybe just a din. No1 Rap Album and No2 R&B album in the US. not worth buying though cos theres no CD sleeve. theres a note on the back saying, refer to website for album credits. 1. Face Off the first track starts off with a hyped up intro. bow wow seems to be wrapping trash and omarion has got a weird accent on this track. "no need for introduction, 6 albums and im still gunning" that line will crack you up. 2. Hood Star too much highs on this song. it makes you dizzy and its just basically a bragging song. talking about how great they are. "they talk it but we live it" show off 3. Gir...

was reading a former friend's blog entry. like yuck. that person cant wait to be wed with the significant other. like yuck. too much for a morning read. hey, adam's still the same adam. hoho

apparently, evidently, seemingly, im not good at keeping another blog private. i laughed at myself this morning. what was you thinking adam? i mean, hey, suddenly theres many hits there. HAHAHA adam! and blogging about it would be making things worst adam. HAHAHA adam!

i can be really good at keeping secrets. but i've got that feeling. i might blog it elsewhere. tsk tsk. see, i cant even keep my own secrets

i was intending to chill at home. till my parents voiced out at noon. "not going out?" they asked fine, thats a sign. always wanting me to go out i guess. as usual, i let the buses decide my destination was kinda unknown. here's the list for today :12pm-9pm 985, 31, 72,72,72,72, 969, 963, 190, 985 see the pattern? 985 home>kallang 31 kallang>tampines 72 tampines>yck (SBS 9836 Y) 72 yck>tampines (SBS 9836 Y) 72 tampines>yck (SBS 7423) 72 yck>tampines (SBS 9836 Y) 969 tampines>wdl 963 wdl>bt panjang 190 bt panjang>cck 985 cck>home somehow, i ended up just taking 72. i took the same bus for 3 rides. same seat. i took the same service 4 times. equivalent to 4hours. my mind was astray so i couldnt help it. i cant help thinking. eh wow, more grey hair. think think think. its really disturbing when the heart comes to visit the brain. the heart knocks on the door "brain, you there?" heart said "what you want?" brain replied "...

adam minus the vowels and you'd get dm expand that and you'd get deep muziq oh my. i just wasted our time blogging this. HOHO. random thoughts of my day this is why i need to eat. cos im insecure when im hungry. cos i blog when my thoughts are insecure.

i guessed as much. i knew i can't survive on just frozz and plain water. prior to that, it was just one dinner i feel the hydrochloric acid acting up against my stomach lining. like yayness cos that will lead to gastric pain. and my mom's slimming tea stinks like a middle finger in a lama's ass. this morning was painful. maybe i'll finally have proper food. and carry on with my frozz regime tomorrow instead. "you want frozz?" aint that like a very familiar line from me everyday? well ya. i need to fetch a new stock from the kitchen counter later. hint hint hint! hints to you!

a big day for bus fans. *deleted, cos my readers are not bus fans anyway. haha.*

all i wanted wasnt gifts. i pondered and thought of ways to make you spend that day with me. luck was on my side, how coincidental. all i wanted wasnt gifts. i was trying my best not to let you know. cos i still enjoyed playing the hinting games i play all i wanted wasnt gifts. all i wanted was to spend that day with you. and hopefully many more days to come. all i wanted wasnt gifts it was to feel you and pull you from that seat at vivo and to enjoy that 291 ride with you. ok, thats all. nows the time where haters say 'bahhh' and the time where the rest say 'awww' heck. what am i doing. back to playing truck games then! think i'm sprung. focus adam.

service 405 operates only on days where there are demands for cemetery goers i practically rode on a bus with no number today. on the last leg of the journey, the driver of service 28, removed the number plate. so yes, no one boarded. just alighted. reason? cos the bus was behind time. thanks to 2 jams along the way. its been 2 years since i rode on 28. so basically i didnt really know which part of Tampines it plied thru. so when it took me to the same place i been to yesterday, i was like dang it. and apparently it plies thru hasif's area as well. so much for me being a bus fan. buses i boarded today: 985, 139, 28, 29, 2, 985, 172, 157, 985 985 - bb>jln toa payoh 139 - jln toa payoh>toa payoh 28 - toa payoh>tampines 29 - tampines>changi village 2 - changi village>geylang lor 1 985 - geylang lor 1>choa chu kang 172 - cck>boon lay 157- boon lay>bb 985 - bb>home bus fan fyi: SBS 9455 M cameod on 28. originally a 74 permanent. V03x(volvo olympian 3-axled)...

"morning" hammy-dee said "morning. i've got a birthday gift yesterday" said i "where?!" she got all excited i digged through my secret compartment and pulled it out. "waaaaaaaahhhhh" hammy-dee gave a long answer. "but im not gonna open it, yet" i interrupted her 'wahhhhh' "chey, friend gave you? girl right?" hammy-dee said meet hammy-dee. she's the more hard core gamer than i am. she's the one who plays my sims2 excessively. she's the one who takes care of my tamagotchi connections 4. she plays what i play. but more. ho ho. the last time i got angry at her was when i was secretly reading her sms. "you wanna meet up and do hanky-panky?" some dude sent to her. bahh like what the hell? i'll smack that bastard. my sis and i are close. we share secrets together and thats fun. we talk bout anything under the sun. except for relationships. we both dont dig that. and oh, if you still aint got it...

21st march it started with a wasteful trip to school. shoulda known that good friday means that there aint gonn be no one there. but hey, i swiped and killed a cockroach on the bus. the cockroach coward suddenly evolved to a roach killer. hmm, maybe cos it was too near approachin mufujifi. so, according to plan, we applied at 3 toys'r'us. and i had fun playin random fusball. the score? mufujifi : deep muziq 10 : 7 10 : 6 bahh. and on 20th march on Winning eleven sharime : deep muziq 4 : 0 bahhness. i suck at soccer games. but that didnt pull my spirits down. i really had a great time, i had a great company. and hey, pretend it didnt happen! then it will be fun i guess. over at challenger.. "ok lets buy" she said "no. dont" i said struggle here, struggle there like what seh... "i like you" i blurted lets keep it at that. yayness. in summary... i didnt gracefully accepted the gift, so yeah. and i nearly missed the last train at tampines. so yes, an...