Clot in my brain

i think there is one.
gut feeling.

i picked my choice programmes for University.
it made me feel stupid.
i mean, one of my choices made me feel that.

Art(Education)
since when was i aiming to be an arts teacher?

dang.
and i need to submit my portfolio, a clip and essay about how superior i am to be exclusive in the course(im exaggerating)

sheesh.
worries after worries.
phone bill, pes D status, NS, Scholarship, Uni application, single.



By the way.
Anuptheraphobia: the fear of being single.

just wanted to reiterate that point.
i think i might have that.


no no.
i dont.

i just have a clot in my brain