make it known, you could have been that fashion eye toddler

"bad as you are, i just dont get it.
of all them guys out there, it had to be him.
he, old enough to be your father."

confirmed. i think i will be gaining the pounds much more faster if i dont start chewing my food properly. i usually take less than 10 chews. the recommended number of chews is 44 and above.
this will lead to a better mastication. and i've been doing it wrong since i was a toddler then.
but the idea of turning solid food to liquid is utterly gross. the bolus would be so moist, warm and yucky.

i just got back from this 'commisioning dinner' for the tpt leader preceding my batch.
i had to serve food and pour water into their glasses.
bad. bad.
cos secretly, i cant grip well. i've got this involuntary tremble in my wrist. it kinda start vibrating quite obviously when i grab onto something.
so i was pouring this particular smooth clear glass with ice cold water, my hands started shakin'.
vibrate.
the irritatin' typical malay scumbag i was serving pointed at me and then imitated my trembling hands. his other friend thought it was funny. they probably thought i was nervous, but hell, i could have splashed the water on them.
well, i walked away grumpy and didnt serve them any further throughout the whole function.

i was trying be a real snub.
we had to fill up their cups with sparkling juice but only half the cup.
that malay scumbag wanted more but i turned down his request.
i walked away, turned back, faced him, hidden from the other guests, him looking at me, i took the bottle of sparkling juice and gulped it down.
him, looking uberly unsatisfied.

way to go adam...