i wanna be ned

i swear. it felt like yesterday that i talked to hasif about death and how zul-'s been encountering many incidents relating to death for the past week.
in fact, i've been pondering yesterday, thinkin' what i'd do if someone were to go while i am still serving the nation.

i wouldnt rise from the ashes. i'd just wallow. thats all im good at.

and then today, i sailed to a friend's blog and i came across a topic of the same thing.
and when it comes to this kind of issue, i have no words deep enough to offer.
but im sorry for your loss.


and to think that im watching Pushing Daisies is all too freaky.
i wanna be ned and bring people back to life.

well, back to pushing daisies...
disappointing. and i dont make sense.