like a detached articulated bus

smile adam, for all the reasons that you're not.

its that feeling we all get. the feeling when we lack social interactivity.
you feel your emotions hardening and you're pessimistic about making friends.

the world to my own.
its all about me and i dont care for you no more.
pardon me if i hurt you.
but really. it dont bother me no more.


when i eat thosai alone.
thats when i know i've lost it.

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in other unrelated thoughts....

do you?
travel around her area just to feel close or at least try to reminisce the good ol'days?
no no. dont get me wrong. i havent been doing that since ages.
but im sure some of you would.

and if fate has it, you'd end up bumping into her.
in which happened for me at 815am. i mean, what are the odds of that?
bus riding early morning.

taking a loop service that passes her area, recalling whatever that ever happened that made you whole and happy.
and only realising that she later board the same bus you're in.
ish like that makes you smile.
but realising that she's with her new guy makes it more ish.
well. well. that was like in early 2007.
service 242.
familiar?

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