his million complaints

thank you for tomorrow, when you're gonna call me thank you for the memories, that we haven't made yet thank you for loving me, thought we ain never met. thank you in advance. and my future kids. they'll be nova bte adam avon b adam. and. i'll spare them the torture. i'll take away the bin and bte so just plain nova adam and avon adam. hmm, maybe muziq shall be their middle name. and if i get a third kid, it'll be called supernova or superavon adam. and they can be christian or buddhist or muslim. bahh, i've sinned. hoho!

bah, im like one of the last few to know about Batman. and trust me, i didnt go to get my free ice-cream. i didnt feel like wanting to get it free. i wanna earn it. or else it wont feel special. my first Ben & Jerry has to be paid for ok? still virgin. lunch was swell. coke light and grilled chicken foldover always hit the spot and hey. take me to haw par villa. i just stood outside. trying hard to recall if i had any happy moments there. blank. i dont recall.

are you for real? i duno this guy though. but i found it off someone's blog. hell yeah i cracked myself up looking at it. i wasnt impressed at first. but after like 5 seconds, i laughed. i mean, look at Batman. awwwwww.... i thought it was a very well doctored pic. but then i realised, damn, even the Jawi-ish Arabic-ish translation reads Batman Bin Suparman. im surprised i can still read Arab/Jawi after all these years. amin erm, does Batman have a sister? she's prolly Wonderwoman.

it makes a difference. whether you're a perfect love song or whether you're the greatest love song im off to bus joyriding. its 8am! probably gonna get me some free BnJ ice cream. dont tell me i didnt remind you. cos i did. but yeah. bahhhh. what a loner. tata!

oh, did i forget to mention? or did you already know. i have to don the TRU cap wherever i go. and its not my skull size. i hated wearing it on my first week of work. but for the next few weeks, i just turned its front to the back and i got used to it. but yeah, i've adapted.

to me, there's a difference. a smile can be controlled. a beam cant. "can you help me with the star wars statue?" "star wars statue sir?" "yes, theres a darth vader statue. i'll gladly bring it to you" "its ok sir, i'll go there with you" "yes adam. thank you so much. its near the gundam section" now, this eurasian guy was rather chatty and he had that big smile on his face. there was no way i would turn him down. "see, i wanna know how much they are and which one is more expensive." so yeah, i scanned the barcodes with the palmtops. "wow. thanks adam. you're my good friend" "thanks ad. im sorry called you ad. thanks adam" "thank you so much for helping me out" i dont ask for tips. i'm moved easily. i'm easily impressed and satisfied.i know i beamed for at least 2 minutes. i walked away feeling 'awesome'. now he's a perfect love song. ___________________________...

"excuse me, how big is this thing. the one with the..what you call it... toboggan" "around 2 metres sir" "ouh, thats a little too small" and god damn, he's tall. freakishly tall. i mean, yes the foreigners are supposed to be tall but. dish! "lucky you know what that thing is" CS said "you mean toboggan?" "ya. if me, i sure bring him to the gun section" ______________________ and the presence of an India's Minister didnt even bother us. like, sure. i dont even know who he was till i saw the bodyguards. and everyday, i see happy couples with happy toys. now im lonely. tsk tsk. but haha! but i dont think no one can stand me for a long period of time. even i cant. tsk but im craving for thosai and a Super Big Gulp hmm, k bye. till then.

you're a perfect love song. hello. what did you have for breakfast today? why that question? its the first meal of your day that defines your mood. if you had a hearty breakfast, chances are that you're much more jovial than as per normal. well yeah. and getting morning smses are fun. i know hasif loves to do that once in a while. it brings out the awesomeness in everyone. hoho. and jessica hit that spot this morning. i was kinda like in a daze in the bus at 8:40am. all full from the breakfast mommae made. mmhmm *stock photo "gd morning, hope you're like on e way and not late for work! sorry t haf kept you up last night :x haf a fab day dude. loves" indeed the day was fab. fantabulous i must say. no worries, you can keep me up all night! cheers beers peers smears!! thanks jessica. you're a perfect love song. ___________________ my legs are aching. and like i had only 2hours total worth of breaks. and ciggy breaks are the best. it keeps me happy. "you smok...

will i be remembered? of course i will. i know so. i think NTU and NUS application looks bleak. and i figured that a part-time media degree after ns might do the trick. it can save me time. but suddenly, my flare for media is fading. hope not. i didnt go through all that trouble to get a media diploma for nothing ok? _______________ and it looks like i might not get deep muziq a deep red psp after all. i dont have much time left. 51 more days. mmhmm. maybe i'll just please myself with a Lego City set. or a Rubik's cube. well, April's pay wont be much since they calculated from 7th to the 15th. mmhmm, May's pay will be better, of course durr. slogging at work is what i do best. and its funny. cos each time im on a mission to find a certain toy for a customer, there will be obstacles along the way. obstacles like "excuse me, do you sell SillyPutty?" "excuse me, do you sell Puzzles?" "excuse me, where's the Bionicle section?" "excuse ...

sunday's gonna fly by real quick. again, thats what happens when im out working for more than 12 hours.

any souls up for free cone day at Ben and Jerry's? no no. dont get me wrong. i dont need your company. im just being nice by informing you about the ice-cream giveaway from 12-7pm. cheers. im going solo. i guess.

for real. it's been a month. soak up the atmos. whatever happened to you? whatever happened to me? are we all still the same people we once used to be? that day seems faded in memory but still stands strong. and im smiling. still smiling as i look back. the oversized robes and the happy lost sheep we all were. not knowing what the future had in store for us. wait. did you feel that? did you feel the future just arrived? and SWOOSH, it left you. how are you my friend? i've changed. and maybe you too. well one thing's for sure. meetups are getting harder to do. how many failed meetups were planned? i'd say many. for the umpteen time, we're all busy. leading our own separate lives. but i'd never say no to a meetup. understand that. i'd always request for an off day on a planned meetup day. yes. im that good of a friend. mmhmm. a good chat over coffee anyone? or how about thosai? or how about Ben & Jerry's? or how about Popeye at the Flyer? "working...

wished my ezlink was with me now. my parent are out with it. no. dont get me wrong. they're adding credit to it. so yes. sorry sharime and shawnrick. count me out. tsk tsk like as if they care... hoho!

people are just people if you dont get to know them. people you dont know become strangers. people you know for a day become acquaintants people you know for more than a month become friends people you know forever become close friends two friends knowing one another deeper equals to friendship but, love equals to a friendship on fire hate is otherwise

by what? by you.

i'll take my time. we'll be all night. and i thank you for the time we spent. different days, i'd head home with different people. but going home with you makes me smile. like tobacco on a tree. we dont need no definition. :)

"i don't like to judge how u are based on the blog anymore la..." d-fault said sorry i d/c last night. and apparently i didnt know i was signed in to msn. damn. and yes. you cant judge me based on this thing called blog. like realise this. sometimes i might not mean what i say, though usually i do. but greatness is within me when i blog. simply cos i've got loads of time to kill and have nobody to talk to. and dont get me wrong. no need for you to go.. "oh, adam is lonely and needs a friend to cheer him up" really, i dont need that. when i complain that i have nobody to talk to, i kinda enjoy it when that happens. it fuels my mind to blog. __________________ le thicke accent "excuse me, do you sell a veebrator ball that lights up?" foreigner "erm, a ball that vibrates and lights up?" "yes, a veebrator that lights up for kids" i swear i wanted to laugh at his face. mmmhmm. a vibrator ball that lights up, for kids. kinky. ________...

ella ella ey ey did you know? The Dream team wrote the song originally for Britney Spears? but the record label claimed that they have enough songs for Britney's Blackout album. so they went to another recording label and The Dream wanted to get Mary J Blige to do it instead. but the record company had other plans in mind. at that point of time, MJB didnt even get to hear it. the record company passed the song to Rihanna. The Dream wasnt so sure. and Jay-Z's involvement in the song was also last minute and unnecessary. so yeah. the point is, im listening to The Dream's debut album. who's The Dream and what's so great? he's written songs for loads of people Omarion & Bow Wow - Girlfriend (thats my girlfriend, thats my girlfriend, thats my girlfriend) J.Holiday - Bed (bed, bed, bed) Chris Brown - You (you, you, you, you, you) etc the point is. his whole album is laden with repititions and eyy eyy eyy Shawty Is Da Shit (cos shawty you da shit, shit, shit, shit...

my alarm ringtone. my ringtone. mmhmm and i recall jannah hating it. i just think that electric guitars sounds kinky with ballads. and top it all off with kinky sexual dance moves. and taking his top off. that made my day. well, the official music video is just a concert vid. but good clean sexual fun. click here to view

after just relaxing in bed and recovering. i just wanna go back and get to work. mmm, receiving Hasbro's toys is always tedious. cos TRU always buy them in bulk. and that pic up there is just 1/10 of it. and yes! Hannah Montanna dolls are in store. my secret indulgence. my guilty pleasure. i really love the show. im such a girl. it would be cute to own one of the dolls. mmhmmm. other new toys would be the new Super Soaker. it comes with a secret nozzle. so yes. without you expecting, water will come shooting at ya. mmhmmm. not something i would buy though. im waiting for Tamagotchi 5 to come in. but that'll be quite some time. mmhmmm Ben 10 is still the hottest toy around. i mean, after 1 week, all the stocks are cleared. i wonder when Sheng Tai will come by again for the next order. mmhmmm Iron Man's action figure is doing ok. but the grey bulky iron man is all sold out. so yeah, likewise, Speed Racer is doing fine as well. mmhmmm. and i think Sylvannian family dollhouse a...

"are you a Pinoy?" i smiled back at the customer. "nopes." "ouh, cos you look like one" "thanks for the compliment" "are you Thai?" i chuckled. "are you Indonesian?" really? "Melayu eh? can you speak Malay?" this one's the funniest. the customer stared at for 2 seconds. i stared back looking confused. he was standing while i was on the floor straightening the shelves. in actual fact, i am half Malaysian. thats a big secret about me that i dont wish to declare. and fuck you to those who've ever mentioned to me "go back to your country" my reply to you "go crawl back into your mom's pussy. we dont need you."

"why are you so short? why is mommy and bapak as short as you? why am i tall? why you and bapak got curly hair and why mommy got wavy hair? why did i get straight hair?" i laden my sis with questions once she got home from school "because you're not family." she replied "HAHAHA! YES!" "was that the answer you were looking for? _______________________ "what are we doing? why did you kiss me?" thrice with different beings. i have no answer for you all. and we continued from there. a dangerous relationship.

so i rolled around me bed. lying on my back, i made a 'bed angel' squeezed and hugged my pillow sufficiently stroking and rubbing my bed and i said "Bed" tenderly 12 times... and that was like at 2:36pm. i miss my bed. and i miss 'me' time "bed....."

cos if im no good for you then maybe im no good for you

if i declare that i'm gay, then i don't need to go for NS if i take my own life, then i don't need to go for NS don't get me wrong. i would love to go for NS the wound on my wrist healed. and suffocating myself is hard. if i count the number of times i'd nearly get hit by traffic, it'd be 12 times this month. if i count the number of times i got hit, i'd say 1. and some of you hate it when i show you my wounds and some of you hate it when i share my suicide attempts 53.5 more days. i need to get sleeping pills. give me 3bottles and i will leave happy till then, these are my final thoughts. these are my confessions.

make me smile. u dont have to stay long. be with me for 54 days. and then we can go our separate ways.

i am glad that i'm having an off day. i could've would've slept in if i wanted but that would make the day seem too short. currently, plans have gone awry things begin to look bleak once again, i smile to the thoughts of it. and to what could have been i guess the Scholars concert @ TRCC is canned and shelved for the moment and im not quite certain when we gonna be doing our recordings since we too busy the 29th looks too shaky. but heck, im still goin for my free Ben & Jerry. moving on yay, Tickle-Me Cookie Monster, Tickle-Me Elmo and Tickle-Me Ernie "ahahahahaha, you're tickling elmo! ahahahahahah ahahaha ahahahaha!" elmo laughed i need more space in my laptop. 160gb, as they claim, aint enough. i wanna re-install True Crime:Streets of LA and Gettin' Up. mmmm. games. anyway. i think the idea of Thosai Tuna will be cool. im hungry.

woke up early. re-slept woke up late. late for work. and today i survived on 10 sausages and a large McDonald's coke. long tiring 10 hour day. and erm, Mc's Large coke is the same size as Big Gulp but is 7ocents more pricey. dish!

cats. mmm, i have a love hate relationship with them. remember my evil cousin? remember the time he took a pregnant cat? remember the time he took a pregnant cat and threw it down from the 9th floor? remember the time he invited a cat into the house in malaysia? remember the time he slammed the door shut while the cat was halfway in? remember the time when we were burning our rubbish pile in malaysia? remember the time when he threw the cat into the burning pile? and add a chick to that as well. well, there's this cat thats been at the same spot for the past 2nights. and it responds well to me. and it belongs to someone. its got a collar round the neck. and no mut, its not Saffy. i would have kicked it if it was mean, but it was rubbing itself around me leg.

smile adam, for all the reasons that you're not. its that feeling we all get. the feeling when we lack social interactivity. you feel your emotions hardening and you're pessimistic about making friends. the world to my own. its all about me and i dont care for you no more. pardon me if i hurt you. but really. it dont bother me no more. when i eat thosai alone. thats when i know i've lost it. ______________________________ in other unrelated thoughts.... do you? travel around her area just to feel close or at least try to reminisce the good ol'days? no no. dont get me wrong. i havent been doing that since ages. but im sure some of you would. and if fate has it, you'd end up bumping into her. in which happened for me at 815am. i mean, what are the odds of that? bus riding early morning. taking a loop service that passes her area, recalling whatever that ever happened that made you whole and happy. and only realising that she later board the same bus you're in. ish...

this song was my alarm ringtone for the past 5months. but knowing that this risky song was finally released as a single made me pleased. like finally. damn, from a filler to mainstream. take you down. i would if i could. it just means 'fuck you' i wanna take you down. mmhmm. ballads make me happy.

haha. so i dropped by izz's blog. haha. him and his thanks yous. but come to think of it. if i did post my own, it'll be just as long. though i did something like it before. mmmhmmm.... haha. yeah, i'll do my official thank yous after the 55 days are up. till then. thank you. and i love you not. maybe some of you.

55 more days. adam b mohammad what are you up for tonight? an interesting read? so instead of just using big adam and small adam at work. they just call us adam and adam. ahh dumb and air-them similar to primary and early sec days. today, i learnt a new malay word. or maybe refreshed my memory. i had a brief convo with someone i barely talk to. norizan is her name. "kalau kau cakap melayu mesti sengsara" she added "huh? sengsara?" at that point of time, i was thinking of Sensasi. a malay cable channel. hoho! "kalau kau cakap melayu mesti sengsara" she repeated "no no. huh? how do you spell that? seng or sen? what does it mean?" so yeah, she reminded me what it meant. troublesome. thats what she said. i prefer using cumbersome instead but that can be a mouthful. here zul-. here's the helmets. but i think you're broke now. hoho! _________________________ my sister told me this morning that she had a tummyache at 2am. we ate something bad ye...

and when i think about it, i laughed sometimes i wonder. like really. will anything ever happen? looking at the current situation, i'd say no looking at how strong we are as individual, i'd say no. but hey. holding on is fine.

really. i can. i can say that i am tired of blogging. usually, after blogging, i'd be inspired. and when i get inspired, i'd read other blogs. but tell me adam, do you do it now? no. all i do is read up wiki and download songs and sleep. and updating my blog only. tsk. it wont be long till those days are up my friend. i'll catch you on the flipside.

its probably hanging on a clothes hanger, left to dry overnight. "break is 1 hour. how come you come back after a few minutes?" khai asked "mmm... haha. duno. break nothing to do. work better" i replied i've been doing that ever since. not cos of the fact that we're paid based on the hours we thumb in and thumb out. but seriously. its depressing. i'm used to eating alone. but when im at work, i feel that void growing. the breakdown i took at least 3minutes from TRU to Mac. 2 minutes to order and get food. 1 minute to settle down. 2 seconds to stare at Allan Wu and Wong Li Lin pass me by 12 minutes to eat Grilled Chicken Foldover Meal and a Doublecheese. mmmm 3 minutes to walk back up to TRU. TOTAL = 21 minutes ___________________________ if i didnt have this blog. i'd think i feel like i have lost all my old friends. but yeah. hello there. by midnight tonight, i'd have 56 more days. tsk tsk. it gets depressing. ___________________________ shorty ...

a) having a phone with no incoming smses b) having a blog with no comments from readers c) having parents whom you barely see d) being truly dependent on blogging to feel secure and loved. damn, im pathetic. most of us are. its kinda obvious.

gave birth to mr bah. "you're not supposed to say it out. bahh is meant to be written and not said" garf said. bahhhh! hoho! and oh well. and dont forget tsk tsk. ______________________________ a few more hours before im back to where i was from. tsk, wouldnt it be better if i slept at my workplace instead. its not like as if im getting proper dosage of sleep. see! im blogging at like 4am. but then again. im getting used to this neglected life. really. it gets lonely. *crickets in the background* im lying. they're all asleep. like really. i think i'll DIE if i have no interaction with other sapiens. hoho. it aint fun saying hoho anymore. fine. i'll just shut up and try to get some shuteye and have fun with my imaginary friend, Boozwah. boozwah says hi! hugs and kisses! xoxo your grandfather.

mmhmm. today was a full shift. meaning. i was out from 8am-12mn i worked from 930am-11pm. now im back home. but i have to get up at 5am tomorrow. so that i can be at work by 7am for further training. here's my schedule. Sunday - Full Monday - Morning Tuesday - Full Wednesday - Morning Thursday - Off Friday - Morning Saturday - Off Sunday - Full Full - 930am-11pm Morning- 930am-7/8++pm __________________________ ok, like seriously. today. i was in charge of the entrance service area. meaning? i handled refunds, exchange, toy testing, price enquiry, reservation, and answering phone calls. yes, thats my fave part. answering phone calls. hoho! my colleague asked me "are you Malay?" CS questioned "erm ya. durr, why?" i replied,confused "cos your English good sia" CS replied "mmm. ok? the rest of the Malays here suck at English?"i questioned actually, ya. hell, i already knew that. and im still stubborn. i refuse to speak in Malay to the rest. well...

so yes, i finally discovered the GRADUATION SHOW in the STA GRAD PACK DVD. damn, finally i saw it. sheesh. so yes, i bought Chris Brown's Journey DVD. erm, 5months ago. finally i watched the whole thing tonight. its the joy. the joy you get when purchasing something new. the joy of opening that item 5months later and using it. habitual. i have this drawer with all the things that i bought/received but have yet to open and use. yes, a drawer filled with old love letters, birthday cards, goodbye cards, breakup letters (wait i dont have that one) and gifts. i call that drawer "Sentimental Headrest" obviously cos its actually a compartment under the headrest. but yes. each time i open Sentimental, theres this air of nostalgia. its really a warm fuzzy feeling. it makes me wanna cry. i love warm fuzzy feelings. i rarely get them nowadays. tsk tsk yay. cried. i need my social life back. come on in and save me. tsk tsk ___________________________

since when did bill gates got anything to do with apple? tsk tsk. people, get your facts right. and erm, apple. its funny how nobody wanted a personal computer back then. hey, i do read. i bet you didnt know that. i read Reader's Digest without fail. well, the only reason that i get continous flow of that digest is cos my sis is currently subscribing to it. hoho! thanks hillgrove. its fun to read how SUBWAY, DELL and MAC started. ask me if you need to know. and i'll give you a summary.

i was so looking forward to watching Click 5's movie tomorrow on KC at 0930. then my sis said "aww. i cannot watch. i got madrasah" i laughed at her "haha! i can" then 20minutes later, i told her "oh ya, actually, i also can't watch it. i got work" she laughed back at me. damn it. and we both think trey songz is cute! awww...swoons.. she said, "he looks like Chris Brown plus Omarion" hoho! wasnt that what i blogged earlier before? i see what she sees. yummeh. bahh, what a bimbotic post. im sorry.

but i wasnt ready. it's what i used to tell all of them. still ain't kinky

its fun standing real close to this busy road. its at the junction between Scotts/Paterson Rd and Orchard Rd. cos theres a blind spot and each time a bus whizz past you, the earth moves. kinky now this little ride on caught my attention on the first day it made its debut. one of the most expensive ride ons but one of the most cheapest ferrari enzo real nice. i think the ride on my parents bought for me only costed between $30-$60. and my first rubiks cube was in 1995. and it only costed $1. but this one costs 1000%more. and erm, i think i'm getting the hang of it. tsk tsk. me and commitments. wait. wrong choice of word. determination. left with one white edge piece to solve. and i kinda know how. greatness. its my rest day today. like multiple joy. "ITS YR OFF DAY MAN so excited for you" jess said... like really? i didnt know that was excitable. i was just looking forward to a whole lot of rest and sleeping in. but i woke at like 6am automatically. did the usual prayers...

i recall wanting to use that to name any of my albums, short films or songs. tsk tsk, i have yet to honour my intentions then. so yes. at this point in life. i rediscovered a peak of my life. where i am most happiest. why? cos im alone. no friends but acquaintants only. you're probably one of them. hello to you. dont get me wrong. welcome! you can be my friend. maybe when i have the time for it. but are you?

SBS 8030L - Volvo B7LR not many must have seen it before. theres only one demo here and is currently serving 174 and 174e. notice the unique front. bus fans nicknamed it the Transformers Bus. how original. tsk but notice the conference style back seats. the grandmaster pimp can sit in the middle with all his ladies on the rest of the seats. ________________________ SBS 8033D - SCANIA K230UB you'd think you might have seen this one. but no. this is the demo. the new ones on the road are the copies. 8033 is the prototype. and prototypes always have better interiors and they look different while the 150 copies all look mass produced with no TLC. tender loving care of course. and yes, SBS 8033 D is currently serving 174 and 174e as well SBS 8138K here. this is one of them Scania carbon copies. they look different. but you'd have to stare for a while to notice the diff. the copies first made their appearance on 100 and 174, followed by 60, 62, 63, 64, 123, 151, 165, 235, 238, 265, 2...

yesterday while i was busy doing work at the tower. my store manager, Amin, spoke to me. like erm. "adam, were you on tv? channel newsasia?" amin asked "erm ya." "ijournalist issit? you're into journalism eh?" amin asked "you mean the show is still running?" "i saw the gazette. what happened to you? what happened to you and journalism and media" amin asked "erm, waiting for NS" "oh, so after NS you're going back to media?" amin questioned "definitely" "OK! MEET MY NEW BEST FRIEND. ADAM!" amin opened up his arms and we hugged infront of my 2 other staring colleagues. and i responded well to the hug. ________________________ PINCH AND MISSES and my supervisor friends love pinchin' nipples and asses. and i respond well to that. when we communicate, we address each other as baby. "yes baby" "excuse me baby" "thank you baby" _______________________ SEASONAL am...

18th April 2008 do you know what this day is? its been 3 years since our first day at RP @ Tanglin Campus. 18th april. the first day of year 1 in 2005. mmm... to my 05 batch, dont you miss the PP Campus? (phoenix park) yea, its been 3 years officially. we older now. we moved on. new and old friends. you think i miss you guys? haha! dont make me laugh! hell... of course i do miss you all. awww...

so it was just another day at work. receiving and later on being in charge of the floor. shawnrick called. "which toys r us you working at ah?" apparently he thought i was working at JP cos he was at JP. mmhmm. i received another of that kinda call after i knocked off just now. "are you still at work?" to answer that question, then you're required to read on. so i was tryna update the Transformers showcase. all busy and all. then suddenly. a voice bellowed. "excuse me, i would like to complain" i stoned. i was actually sitting on the floor. i looked up but only saw a simple shilouette. i couldnt see the face thanks to the glare from the ceiling lights. i stoned double time. thinking of what the procedures to file a complain. but 2 seconds later, I realised that i recognised the face. GARFness. bahh. false alarm. but yeah. garf managed to see what i do while im on the floor. tsk tsk. but yeah. so he chilled with me for like 40mins before i thumbed out a...

to those i didnt get to wish personally. i shall cheat and do it here. HAPPY BELATED TO Naz (shifty shift) 6th April Ahmad (minimad) 6th April Dhana (D-fault) 13 April Fiky Prayudi (FKD) 16 April

"Love aint supposed to feel this way, Love aint supposed to hurt or cause you pain" hmm, trey songz's song's stuck in my head whole day. hoho! Hatin' Love is nice i guess. but hell, dont fall in love lah. then you wont experience all this ish. tsk tsk. people never seem to learn. and erm, i accidentally cut my lips and mouth with the penknife today. twice. or issit thrice? "Love aint supposed to make me cry, But now I'm trying to wipe my eyes." -trey songz

"Yes, this was my breakfast, lunch and dinner. The Subway diet. This is like Adam's meal when he works. Student meals are good deals!" trep... im pleased easily. tsk tsk. this what happens when you work alone. you get pleased easily. tsk tsk. and yes! it is my meal when i work. (when im out for lunch with the chinese staff) but its malay food and ciggy when im with the malay staff. theres like 2 Subway outlets where i am. one at Lido and one at Orchard Hotel. but its more grand and peaceful at the hotel. and im more than fine eating alone. tsk tsk. i need a social bunny. where's Boozwah?? and, judging based on my schedule. i will have money for a deep red but not time for it. but i can give it to the next gamer i know. my sister, hammy-d. she's pissed with my phone. cos she was addicted playing to this detective game..halfway, the game required that i purchase the full game. and shes really angry cos she devoted like an hour playing it. bahh. i need to buy batter...

here's a post for those who still wonder what i do... i totally enjoy doing my job. waiting at the staging area early morning. deliverymen and merchandisers coming up to me. hoping that i will accept all their goods peacefully with no fuss. hoping for me to sign and give the company stamp of approval. but hell no, Hasbro came with truckloads of stuff. dang. TASK -im armed with my "receiving" file, filled with a black pen, pen knife, calculator, long ruler, company stamp, stapler. yeah. -upon deliverman's arrival, they'll pass me the DO and i'll check the PO number. (document order/purchase order) -make sure the PO matches the Hong Kong generated DO. -check outlet and date. tsk. -use the palmtop and scan the goods. deliveryman to count infront of me. -reject those with unscannable barcode/damaged packaging -check MFR number. write down SKN number. -merchandiser to put items to the 'floor' -stamp on the DO and the carbon copies below the original. -sign...

and yes, im dependent on it now. i dont need people telling me "its not good for you/lungs/health" and i dont need people reminding me sayin "didnt you stop me back then/ werent you against it?" im not in the mood to entertain anybody tonight. ________________________ i just stared at my screen. and i made myself real mad. im fuming. really pissed. FARQUE YOU! and why? yes, im angry over something. but i shall say its nothing! ever since yesterday's blockage, i feel foreign to this bloody blog. bloody asshole. yeah, so you read, you judged... thats not what its made for. yes you can read. but dont bring it up infront of me and use it as a pun against me. its my opinion you bloody imbecile. the contents here aint a buffet spread for you to start a convo with me. not even to joke about. sure. really, you're inferior and you know it. i know you are too. each and every one of you. offended? cos your ass face offended me. hey shamer, now this is an emo post. im r...

no. no. no. there's another adam at my store. and he's my senior. DISH! grrrrrr, but im the more useful one. so im not complaining.

WRITER'S BLOCK. actually no. im think i'll update later

wow, Blogger unlocked my blog fast. finally tonight im back where im comfy. DISH! maybe i update too much for the system to handle. DISH! and if i look back on today, im glad

maggi and me so this morning. i didnt feel like myojo. and so i opened the freezer and saw sausages... "ooh dogs!....hamidah!! cook for me hotdog!" i hollered at 6am. im lazy to microwave dogs all by myself in the morning. and erm, so i mixed the sweet soy sauce and mayonnaise together. the soy sauce tastes like teriyaki sauce. so yeah. but really, we make so much noise in the morning. so much that it bothered me. and my sis dont enjoy me rubbin my chin on her palm. erm. ___________________________ bus facts "the early bird never caught the worm, instead he caught a flock of other early birds. that's reality. eg:early morning bus ride" hasif,smsed,644am hell, i think i know. these are the few buses you might wanna avoid in the morning. 161, 168, 187 > RP crowd 52, 74 , 151 , 184 > NP crowd 74 > SP crowd 74 , 96, 151 > NUS crowd 31> ITE simei crowd notice how 74 appeared thrice and 151 twice. thats why now there's 74e and 151e in the morning. ...

for lin's version of the day, go to http://afrolily.livejournal.com/37866.html for my version of the day, scroll down YOU'RE LOVED! ......................................

before.. man, this was like in sec1. i look like a sad fuck dammit. bahh, and im not liking this pic. and dont you like hate it when you have to take official mugshots for the school. bahh. mugshots are ugly. after.. and im missing this guy. its what maggi did to me. this guy was rather shortlived. i mean, this 66kg dude was only there for like a year plus or 2. cos after O level, its was mcdonald time. tsk tsk. more maggi for me again then. and Tae-Bo. i dont know what i'd do without tae-bo. tsk.

hohoness (happyness) so i stoned after my day out with deep muziq. wait, i am deep muziq. but it felt like i had company today. like i spent the whole day talking to somebody. cos i was smiling. i only smile when i have good company. oh well, nothing beats that feeling. maybe thosai can help ease that void ____________________ shamer (shay-murrr) hoho to you. and aint it surprising that i sms or msn you immediately each time you tag? and yes, you know its creepy. and nope, i aint spying at you. lets just call it instinct. and erm, i do blog about my day. and i do write emo posts. but maybe i just did it my way. hohoness and bahness!! ___________________ 61 (six-tee wan) the bus ride was bumpy. another 2h 20m bus ride to eunos. hmm, and im kinda gettin used to it. with all the people boardin and alighting boardin and alighting. alightin and boardin. yeah, all my short-lived 'friends' ______________________________ judged (jaj-'d) and i learnt today that i shouldnt judge. i...

really? free ice-cream? hoho! then i'd better apply for an off day on that day. weee! and thats like a day before payday. bahh! and im long gone missing.

ooh, K2 graduation day i think. and i had the hots for the guy in pink(khairul anwar) and the guy in gold(syakir). hoho! tsk tsk. and the girl in the white tudung behind syakir. if i recall correctly that is. payday, we all look forward to that. as promised, my first pack of ciggy. haha. want some izz? sai? and thosai!!