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241104 - Hillgrove Secondary's 1st batch of graduands

there could possibly be 2 reasons and 2 points to talk about as to why this picture is up.
Reason
first, cos its nice to uncover newly uploaded pics of the 'what used to be' me. and yes, thanx azza.

Reason
second, cos i didnt know i smiled. but erm, thats the best pic of me smiling proper i could find.

Point
now, lemme see.
azza's supposedly gonna organise a gatherin' real soon by mid year.
all the rest i suppose are uber eager to meet up, unlike me and deane.
but comparing me to him, he's more uber eager not to show up.
of course, he has his valid reasons and i shall respect that.
while i'm still sittin' on fences.
look, i didnt even attend their previous gatherin' which was Deepa K's Pink/White birthday party.
i planned to attend the chalet in pink but i ended up headin' to RP's dull open house and went to Popeye's instead.


so where was i?
oh yes.
lookin' at the picture up there, it reminded me of an old hidden grudge i had.
me and azza weren't that pally went we first me. 8 years ago, me and she would bicker, argue, catfight quarrel, diss, despise, fight and whatsoever you'd call it.
maybe it was me. i think i viewed it that way.
in which was non surprising cos i started out that way with naz, nadhir, shamer and the rest.

thats how i make friends.
hate at first sight?

nah, i should just smile more and not be so direct.
sarcasm is key.


Point
i shed tears durin' the end of the event.
but wait. lets get to the beginnin.
that blazer costed me only $5.
smart shopper i must say.

travelled to toa payoh alone and then to wdl
met naz and deane that afternoon at causeway.
had McDonald's and their double filet'o fish.
took train to j.east, took the then new 183 to NUS.

had a random door gift.
had a buffet dinner.
was supposed to end with a dance instead everyone left by 10pm.
and then i ended a link between me and someone else.
and then i cried while sittin on the edge of the stage, starin at emptyin' dancefloor.

and then we headed to BB's Mac and i had a happy meal to cheer me up.
and i had a random THE INCREDIBLES toy. it was a Mr Incredible in a car...
and then i went home.
and then i realised things changed.

and then now 5 years later, here i am. never forgettin' still reminiscin'.


well, cos i just came back from the jungle.
thats why.
how i hate field camp.
especially when u cant walk proper after the injuries.

to be continued...when the urge arises for me to blabber.

have a nice day.

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