are you around?

its been a while.
so much so that i myself felt neglected, like i'm out of touch and not in sync with myself.
years back i would update actively regardless of who's who and who's reading.

years passed and things have changed. im unwell, plagued with this health issue that bothers me.
my sexual orientation still undetermined.
undermining my next path choice.

"like you but i dont know what it is that i like about you"


what am i?
is this love or am i craving for attention? whatever happened to dating more than one girl at a time?
whatever happened to easily picking up chicks? oh yeah, i got fat.

its been way too long since i had a proper interaction with girls,
in which i am glad that my new current job has changed all that.

im hoping for the best and maybe one day, i might happen to stumble upon my lil Miss Dimples.
i thought i'd found her... but i shall not delve further for now. for fear that it might lead me astray, in which i already am feeling lost.

and did i mentioned that i recently spent like $150 for 'company'? as in like literally, all we did was lay in bed and talk. talk,

i must be lonely.

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Anonymous said…
Well, i know now you are happily in love. Just to let you know in case if you are down anytime down the road and need a soul to believe in you, catch me here! :)
1:09 AM
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