everyday the fourteenth

don't remind me what day it is.
i know it exactly anyway.
well, the only nice thing i did on this occassion was in the year 2003, i think.
but after the last relationship of mine in 04,
i became compelled to the idea of not wanting anyone.

i mean, true, things happened in poly.
something that took a wrong turn.
something that i tried to let go. in which i did in the library.
but yeah, and then i went my own way again.

day by day
i start hating people. i can be biased. prejudiced. judgemental.
and i can be the world's most hated.

in theory lesson on thursday,
Mr Phua did taught us stuff via powerpoint.
the mats took the projector remote, and they were making loads of noise.
they passed me the remote and asked me to press the off button.
considering the fact that i was sitting under the projector and that i would be the least suspicious.

and so i did.
i pressed the off button.
and mr Phua exploded.
he swore and cursed the mats. all aimed at them but me.

later on in the lesson, me and fithrin made random jibberish jingles and mr phua told us not to carry on singing.
"please, dont start. because if one start, the rest will follow. to me, you two are good.(just cause we're tpt supervisor and the mats are drivers). at least you guys are still human. not like them"

we nodded in agreement.


"....i'll make sure they stay back late on saturday.... all the same colour" he said

"eh, shepherdson, you're brown also you know" mat joked with a eurasian

oh monkey.
i am so double sided.

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