so i can breathe

by skipping the auditions, i'm missing out on yet another stepping stone.


and by being stuck offshore, i'm restricted to blogging a whole lot of going-ons.
and yes, 2.4 was fun to run. especially when you're half fasting.
especially when the sun was real hot. there were only like 6 of us in Cat A runners. so we could run as fast as however we want to.

in the end, i managed to gulp down 2 cups of water. already i had potato chips in bunk. tsk tsk.

"adam" leon called out to me
"huh?" i replied
"you're a crazy fucker" he said
"why?" i was confused at first to the pure rudeness. hoho
"cos you ran at that speed"


so thats what stopping me. why bother getting into Music Drama Company when i can do better?
like maybe Officer Cadet School(OCS) or School of Infantry Specialists(SISPEC) ?

only a few of us can pass IPPT anyway. so why should i waste my chances?
oh yes. its cos im lazy to run around.
i prefer sitting down in a/c rooms and sing

what a perfect loser adam.

but its been bothering me real bad.
so much so, that im gonna go for my bus joyridin again.

till then.
eunos therapy will do me good.