Sorry


i am, and i can be the most petty guy that you would ever meet in your life.
Mark my words.

Already, i am anti-social.
Now, i am a bitch.
I don't not know how to forgive. It's not in my genes.
Today Natz learnt that i still remember something she said to me in July 2006.
I recalled Shawnrick offended me in March 2007.
Gareth pissed me off between August-September 2006
Natz called me "selenge bacen" back then on impulse. To me, that meant "stinky dumbfuck"
2 months later, she said to me..."Stop being irritating la, dam"
I don't forgive others.
Shawn said something that offended me while we were walking along Bendemeer.
I am still pissed.
I don't forgive others.
GY was cruel in September 2oo6 during Story Writing Module.
I had my revenge. Hush....
I don't forgive others.
I make mistakes.
I don't forgive myself
Jannah hurled offensive vulgarities all the time
I don't forgive others
Ghaz asked, "Adam, are you dumb?"
I don't forgive others.



When i don't forgive, i plan for revenge. Usually indirectly but still as hurting.
I REMEMBER...
I trust no one.
I don't forgive.

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