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I am back for good. I won't leave you anymore. I am a filmmaker. An animator. A 3D graphic artist. My dreams are in the making. there...some of my work in school. Too bad cant see my films and 3d animation. See ya!
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i feel for now...a picture is worth a million blog letters.. so for now...THANKS to Jannah's gift.....Genius Wizard Pen... i am able to draw! on my lappie that is...
Selective Drivers They are like flying cockroaches They land where they want to why? because they are stupid because cockroaches are fucking degenerates because cockroaches & selective drivers are the same creatures I used to think that taxi drivers are selective drivers I didn't know bus drivers can be selective drivers Once it happened, twice it happened, if the third time it happens again he'll get it from me why? because he was selective because he rather stop in front of a Chinese because I flagged the bus first because the driver is Chinese I wish he get knocked down in Malaysia Why? Because the driver is a 160 bus driver the route goes to Malaysia hope he gets knocked down one of these days hrrmmmppphhhh bottom line is that when you grow up, don't be one of those damn selective drivers next topic selective readers they are like cheese buns my favourite they dropped as and when they like to they selectively tagged my blog selective membranes occurs in osmosis they...
well well well alot has happened recently. well why not? My LCD screen cracked... so for a few days, i convinced my mind to believe that i am not needed in class. that i did perfectly. off i carried myself to bus rides. the bill for the repair of my lcd screen $440 have to work for that some to repay my parents ok so, last two days, i was working at the NLB's book sale event at the expo man..it was hectic so hectic and troublesome that i do not wish to blog about it... hehe
well well well alot has happened recently. well why not? My LCD screen cracked... so for a few days, i convinced my mind to believe that i am not needed in class. that i did perfectly. off i carried myself to bus rides. the bill for the repair of my lcd screen $440 have to work for that some to repay my parents ok so, last two days, i was working at the NLB's book sale event at the expo man..it was hectic so hectic and troublesome that i do not wish to blog about it... hehe
Underwear for LUNCH ANYONE Hello... i m here... ive been watchin u watchin u watchin me watchin u watchin me watchin u watchin me watchin u watchin me watchin u watchin me watchin u watchin my blog i read ur tags u taggers but now i wana use the tagboard faiz is using! more fun but for now i love me i am random standing at random i like cotton candy bacon strip naked in joy for breakfast on a jolly holiday in alberqueque alberqueque its actually a place somewhere in the USA its like Texas abandoned Texas it reminds me of a certain barbecue sauce sauce it brings tears to my eyes reminds me off McDonald's reminds me off double cheese reminds me of jannah cos she smells like one woohoo n dats my favourite woohoo yay dhan n mar tata "underwear missing at aisle 6"
3 secs of ur time is like so hard to get. 5 secs of ur time at sentosa seems impossible to get 5mins earlier also i get blasted by u.. y? coz ur a bastard done tata still death
left-hander with a spoilt left ear FUCKER NELSON MAKE FUN OF ME
GUYS! I am now temporarily deaf. I woke up on 19/7 at 3am. Screaming in pain. I got ear infection. Doctors said that "It is a a very rare case" SO, for now, I AM DEAF!
I update when i want to. Not when there is the demand. That is me. OK. Now. Since there are readers here.. it just means that they wanna read up more on the going-ons in my life... so...here.... 1. STB advertisments production done... to be shown on Channel 5 and globally 2. Project Lobster... me and Jae are the producers for that....its a really a big deal... 3. Project June editing to be done...seriously...i need that firewire... Well, thats the filming side... Muziqally... 1. My first track "U'll C" is done...accept for laying down the vocals...along with Dhana 2. Next track to start soon. "Don't Wanna Leave" Cartoonically... 1. Art Project is done... got B+...dats almost an A.... 2. DMA animation to be done Life... 1. Mom sucks 2. Dad sucks 3. So i beat up my sis each time they get angry...my sis allow me to do it though.... enough on that...they treat me cold, so will i.... it doesnt matter.... i see them for less than an hour a day anyways... so it doe...
Man, i am drained, exhausted, tired, feeling lethargic, fatigued...whatever words that come to mind... hey people, drop by here often aight? promise me that... well, i am busy currently... working for Fluid Productions... They're producing the Singapore Tourism Board commercials... due to be released on 18 July 2006 on Channel 5... so watch out for that... tomorrow filming again... woohoo~! man...im tired.... oh ya... i can be considered as cheap labour... for i am working for free... its "for the experience" well...till here...till then...tata
I work alone. There. I work alone. people love to object. they object to my idea... so fine.... but at the end of the day... it is me with the brilliant product.... dont believe me? just wait and see... u've seen?? u criticise my ideas? make sure u come up with a better idea than me.....
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Sheesh... it was either make or break.. the time was 615. to go or not to go? "flashback" Digital Media Arts module requires us to film our own short film trailer. So. My story involves a girl who picks up boxing because of her interest. The problem was, where on Earth can we get boxing gloves at such short notice? The solution, the team got a bus freak. So he knows places in Singapore well(via buses) So who is he? Me lah... Anyway, thanx to Jan, there's this antique shop at Arab St. My previous trip there, i saw this pair of red gloves. "Suitable for my story", I thought to myself. Off i went to enquire the shopkeeper as to how much it costed. $15. Ok, now that's rather reasonable. I really have to say it is. Moving on. so weeks later, i told my group about it... bla bla bla so now... back to story... should i go or not? it was 615pm. me, shawnrick and jannah were at Woodlands interchange waiting fer that un-punctual 960. it was 7 by the time we were at Buk...
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hmmm...did you know that i restricted jannah from reading my blog? u didn't? well now u noe... she did ask why... durr...who wouldn't i got no reasons... strange? yea... im typing at random basically ouh, jannah and me together?? i also dunno... since when? i also dunno.... well, the real reason i restricted her from entering my blog is because i don't wanna offend her with the contents of my blog... haha basically that is it... and shes not happy.... one thing...let me make it clear... i dun like to be too attached.... im sorry jan.. if ur readin dat is...but i trust that ur not its the same case when i was with her sis... we were together but never was together... n den i picked jannah... we were together but never was together... man, how do i put it into proper words... ok, i love company... close company but not that too close kind of a company..... it will freak me out... ou well.... there are still many things which y'all don't and will never know... durr...
BAD GATEWAY. sad... i get that when i try to enter my blog for the past two days. sad. cool. okbye.
Apologies where its due... everyone's bloggin and updatin... its my turn now... film ig camp was fun...but i don't wanna comment on it...coz its getting kinda cliche... hahaha... well, met new friends... can see from the links haha ou well im a lonely bugger.... haha my blog is really empty and random i type things at the spur of the moment with no proper structure.... its cool with me coz i usually don't remember oops...someone interrupted my chain of thoughts.... so lets see... the films i created so far... SAS video Identical Twins I1U212C. cool... haha...thanx ppl fer droppin by... thanx izzatee fer taggin... thanx deane fer taggin.... btw, deane, izzatee former HSS as well... haha
What would you do in this situation? This particular person made you skip one day from your temporary job which paid $50. But now, months later, she has to choose between her job or a the last day of camp. You ask her not to go (like how she did back then to you) Its not revenge but it is just fair. And especially when you dont want that person to go. But she insists on goin. When i raked up the past, she created excuses and made it sound ok for her and make it sounds wrong for you. What would you do? And especially this person, you hated for so long. what would you do? why issit ok for her and not for me? one word... in fact two, FUCKING SELFISH. oh ya, she claim her first day at work is more important than my last day at work. unfortunately, its cos of my last day absence that i didnt get $50 pay for that day, $50 worth of Nestle goodies and... it lost me the position for the next temporary job.... sheesh....
SHIT SHIT MY sis burnt her face, hands and legs. Literally. I'm not kiddin... she got no eyebrow, eyelashes anymore, shoot... will upload pics soon.
Hey ho.... Its been a while... Its been a long while.... well...thats coz no one tagged..so i cant be bothered to update. Well well....the only reason im doin this is cos i have to... well, actually, its cos RP is having its term break...so therefore, my blog is having a break as well....
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random shots of my mommae... hey, so today is mother's day... well, honestly, let me address this topic here... i kinda had a bad dream... i dreamt that my mommae 'left' this earth... boy oh boy... then i dream that my dad was on the verge of death... n then suddenly i was awoken by my mom... she woke me up..holdin my long pants she was ironin halfway... she showed me the sweet that got stuck in the pocket while in the washer... err.... ouh well... Happy Mommae Day!!! i call me mom Mommae.... ' ma - maay ' haha... my mom~ the one who gave me weird dirty ideas... she loves pinchin my nipple, ass and...ahemm.... balls... well... thats my mommae.. hee...my factory... where i belong... errmm...
Woohoo...downloadin clips from YouTube is FUN! man, i'm such an idiot. I had no clue that one can download clips from there till Dhana told me it was possible.. N now, im havin fun doin so!~! haha ne ni ne ni poo poo
hey ho, finally i'm in the right spirit to blog. Not only that! I was in the mood to change the simple skin as well! with thanx to IMac and IBooth, as well as Jannah for sparking off this idea, and thanx to Photoshop CS... not to forget, thanx to the LINKSYS connection i leeched, I just love it! hey, so, SLA open house is over... SLA = CCA = New acronym well, filmin IG ppl seem to be bossy... n they are rather arrogant and constantly grumpy.. its no wonder many have left the group. well, on the other hand, EMP members are the most friendliest bunch of ppl there ever existed in RP... cool cool... well, i will be actively blogging again soon... i swear aku sumpah haha...tata
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I am pissed with blogger... i already typed my latest entry... but... it was unable to publish what i wrote... shit; n im lazy to retype... Ex-PEo11oA...remember Logan? I finally found him!! ta-da.... he's working as my dream job!
Are you blind to the real side of me? The side which needs your utmost respect and attention. The side which needs extreme care. As fragile as the feelings might be... concealing the feelings is hard to do... Lost i may be.. For you are all to blame... Sheesh.... Love's confusing.... The situation is not that easy as it seems... Sheesh, Elections are coming.... did y'all watch the Political show thingy yesterdae...(29/4) SDA,SDP and WP leaders only get to talk for a short while... haha... 3 leaders in a row under 10mins... while PAP got 10 mins.... haha... cool ey... haha, not suppose to comment more... this politics are like the politics that i have in school.... school politics, work politics, politics politics....they never end... im just glad singapore is safe... not like in the City of God... but we are a tad too pampered.... muaahahhahahahahaaha That, we all know....
well, u noe when the play is over. when the curtains close, u noe the game is over. Some may noe the current situation im in. and some dont. its ok. im fine. Chorale is nothin but the past. Filmin IG is here. Ou well. Im lost. confused. am i gay?
Well what can i say? New day in a new school with new shoes and new headphones but old me. Sheesh... Let me tell u, i have this feeling that every Republicans and the mobSTAs are gonna blog on a little something on the new RP Woodlands campus... Hmmm, the only thing i wana blog on is the new students. Overflowing with them already. Get lost man... u all have so many complains... c'mon la, bear with it... we seniors went through more hardships in the old and not forgotten Tanglin/Phoenix Park Camous. I hate the newly transferred STA year 2 students... hey, u all do not have the mindset of STA... u buggers just went to join us coz u realised that our course is much better than your previous course... useless... don't think y'all are that great anywaes.... sorry if i sounded harsh fyi, i've got free tix to MTV voting party...thanks to STA and i hate the security guards... looks like our DM, Guru, have employed his slaves to catch us bad seeds... what the heck? Catch us for...
"Does absence makes the heart grow fonder?" Happened to question that sayin. I am sure many have pondered over this. Well, here, my two cents worth of thoughts. I believe absence does not really promote or enhance fondness to the heart but in fact, it brings more pain. When you happen to miss somebody, it just so happen that it will sting your feelings. Usually, if you or your feelings are not strong enough, then usually what would happen is that, your heart just gives in and gives up... wont happen to me though. "I never thought you were a fair-weathered friend" Rubbish. All friends are fair-weathered. There only when you're loaded but disappear when you're 'broken'. Also, i believe that i happen to be a last 'option' friend. Skye recently had his birthdae celebrations on 13th of April....on that very day itself, at around 7 in the evening...i received a message that there was a party going on. But wait! why was i the last to be invited and ...
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i finally got it back from my bus freak friend... cant believe i gave it away for free... but to get it back wasnt easy i had to exchange it with another desto (aka destination plate) i had to trade this rare 97 temporary desto... he didn't force me for it, but i felt it was only nice to give something in return.... especially like in this case when i ask for this 185 desto back.. whats so special bout 185? three reasons.. 1) this bus is my childhood service...always took it 2) this service is no longer in existence... so imagine how rare the desto is 3) i ride on the improved version of this service almost daily Improved?? here, a lil explanation 185 (my era) from Choa Chu Kang to Jalan Anak Bukit (loop) 185 was handed over from SBS to TIBS in 1998 due to an agreement.. 185 merged with the newly introduced 989 to become 185 Choa Chu Kang to Jalan Anak Bukit (loop) 989 Choa Chu Kang to Changi Airport PTB 1 & 2 185 + 989 = 985 985 Choa Chu Kang to Geylang Lorong 1 so now, i freq...
bloggin soon... prepare for it! My birthdae comin up! 21st April!! wee!!! *repeat telecast
SMRT has begun retrofitting first generation trains. 001 had the honour of doing its test run today on the NSL (002's 3 cabs have not been touched yet) with Train Run Number (TRN) "001". Seats on every cab will now have the three colours, red, green and blue. The outer two seats will be the original colours, followed by their darker variants for the middle 3 seats. The interior flooring has been re-done, but more significantly, the exterior of the train (002 included) is now as-per 3rd generation trains i.e. black colour with thicker red lining. http://buses.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=185092 new seat colour! Funky! don't be too excited yet... coz its only a trial.... but many other bus freaks are a lil disappointed that SMRT wasted their money refurbishing the train.. but look at it from another point of view... SMRT is making millions... and i am sure u wana ride on newer and better and fresher environment... c'mon la, the train is like 18 ...
"life ain't as good as yours" my life ain't that blessed as yours. so each time u complain bout something that you have and i don't... u make me wanna slap your face hard. i heard from deane... this perfect scenario, an acquaintant of mine, faten,..her mom passed away recently... so one day, faten was with atikah(her friend, not my kumiko)... atikah argued and shouted back to her mom...and faten immediately gave her a tight slap... she deserves it.. another scenario... from a talk in the mosque... if you were from an affluent family and get to eat delicious seafood everyday... then u wont get to feel and treasure the greatness of it all unlike if you were from a poorer background and hardly get to eat those things... you will then tend to understand and cherish the beauty of it all... sometimes you dont realise it.. though you do not have the intention of showing off your life, sometimes it just stings my emotions... oh well, you wont be able to understand t...
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man, listening to this song inspired me to blog this morning...at 3.15am i was feeling happy after coming back from atikah's bro party.. i was happily messaging atikah when i got home i was feeling happy when i was MSN-ing Jannah but then, i went to search for Babyface's song and came across this beautiful track that you're listenin to right now. This song suddenly made me depressed. I am feeling so down right now. I'm still listening to the track as I blog right now. I feel a tear coming. Sheesh. "A real man rather shed his blood than his tears" Is that even true? Am i not a real man then? I was brought up in an environment where it trained me to cry. dang it, this song is utterly killing me. If i were to lose someone whom i love so dearly. Someone who cares for me. If i were to lose atikah...my kumiko....this song would be the remedy. Need countless repeats if that were to happen. Or if i were to lose my super close friend, my dear precious Jannah ... this s...
oukay, so blogging in black sux...and makin others to highlight the words in order to read it aint a good idea, u now wad, i got so many things to blog about but! as usual, i got no motivation to type yet...hehe
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The WORST news strucked me today! SBS 998 Y and SBS 999 U had been sold to New Zealand!! nooo!!! the only two SBS Transit's articulated buses... SBS 998 Y - Volvo B10M Duple Metsec Body SBS 999 U - Mercedez 0405 Volgren Body SBS 998 Y SBS 999 U SBS Transit (formerly SBS) bought these two buses for trial runs... but SBS didn wanna mass purchase it...feeling that they waste space... and they prefer double deckers... and new service 402 to be introduced on April First...nopes, not a prank or a joke.. 402 - Marina Bay Mrt Station to Marina Ferry Pier (loop) haha...i'm back to being a bus freak!! wee!!!...haha
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No offence... jus wana compare these two acquanitants of mine.. "yan" "Chapter 700" Mohader...is that how ya spell it?? haha, well, hmm, wad can i sae, Yan didn even sae a word to me... i recalled that i was the one talkin... he was jus like noddin and shakin his head... and all the "umms.." "uh huh" he is so shy in front of others...hehe... Chpt 700, well he is the opposite of Yan.. he is more open and talks more... good for him... haha, the only thing i recalled him sayin is "Mane budak budak (wrappers) semua pergi?"* -*where did all the kids go? and "Bye" haha...to readers who are wonderin who they are, all i have to say, its for me to know and you to find out... i just blogged about it coz i find it funny that i met two opposite characters right before my eyes.... cute... whats that? hmm...i dont know... i doodled that in 5mins...while waitin..coz i had a feelin that atikah and the wrappers might be late... i can draw bet...
im tired.. i blogged earlier today... so i jus make it simple first.. -thanx wrappers ( azura / khad / aifah / atikah ) for a great time over at azoo's house! -march babies are great babies! 21st, 22nd and the 23rd Marchians -alexandra hospital babies are muziqally inclined -new skin! -cheer up jannah, worklife is tough i know, but do take care of your health.. miss u, luv ya...see you soon -cheers to atikah! i had fun todae...thanx a lot... u made my dae... really, no kiddin...missin u already! Love u loads...! but what are we? who cares, i'm loving you anyways i'll go deeper sooner or later... toodles! .....................................................................
When your words can disguise what you're going thru.. yet they fail to fool your heart.. well then you know something is wrong with your life. why do we have to conceal and hide what we feel? why do we live with this beautiful camouflage? or rather, why do i do so? see, people(who understands me) always wanna pry into me..and have a peek as to how i'm feeling. They are curious to know what i go thru.. they wanna know. But frankly speaking, "Curiousity killed the cat" there's nothing that you people should know about my problems. What i go through has got nothing to do with you all. Yes you might say that you're just there to listen to my problems.. but it'll end up to point one... "Will it help or make the situation any better?" Yes you might say, well at least you shared your thoughts and you didnt bottle up your emotions... Take a look from a different angle.. Who benefits in the end? You. The listener. You will get to know the problem. That...