his million complaints

noticed? adam's been missin' on a lot of weekends. yeah, he's been doin' duties on weekends. duties. some not belonging to him. but its not so hard being the COS. we call it NCO in my camp anyway. its just picking up the phone call during non-office hours anyway. so yeah. understood? psst. i repeat. some of the duties are not mine. but i get reimbursed anyway. noticed? adam's been getting boring and bored at the same time?

i sold deep red way back then. and yes, that former psp of mine did have the words "DEEP RED" on the box cover. and that was what made me bought it the second week i was in the army. now that its gone, a newcomer had been sighted, targeted and is being sought after. mmm... pretty PSP Go. i hope they have it in deep red as well. that would be dope. but thats a long term goal. thats ebizou combined with shinken-oh (boy oh boy, i'm a sucker for toys. especially those that can be combined with more and more armaments which is like EACH SOLD SEPARATELY. ooh money) short term would be to get ebizou this week. find out soon then.

yay.. adam bought a new toy! how he got the money? he'll explain in the next post. how much is it? he'll tell you later. so make a guess. just what on earth is it? it's a sword for my Shinken-Oh mecha, as well as a dinosaur. and it has 2 gimmicks. one is the LED and sounds (oh so common). the other would be the spinning hiden disks. (the main draw) i actually did a vid recording of that. so you'll see it next time i guess. (i guess only) and i so wanna bring it to camp. and let it join the rest of my toys there. :) plus, i actually sneaked in the toy. cos mom's not happy at the sheer volume of toys that i have in my room. its not that many if you ask me. there's still more out there in stores for me to own. but all this next time. cos i gotta rush back to camp lor.

plies- "becky" gimme that becky! i used to hate rappers, for they can't sing yet they'd be famous and all. but this gett'n dope. and so, holla to all the beckies in the world. f'real

bahhh.... like what day is it? sunday? and i just got home from camp. sounds good? nahh... cos i gotta book in tonight. and like i wanted to be online and stuff yesterday for certain reasons. plus, this would be the second year running that i'd miss the F1 race. i'd been wanting to sneak in somewhere and just listen to how loud the engines would roar. last year i missed it cos i was like tired after booking out and all. maybe next year after i ORD-ed. 280910 281010 next week on the 28th would be a busy week with the LRI coming and all that. its just some inspection and auditing that would be done throughout the week. and a month later would be my TP which i'm having trouble getting Off. "Encik, on the 28th October morning, i've got TP. Can i get off?" i asked my Warrant "No." he replied "Why cik?" i asked back "You never see the paper i posted outside the door? near the mirror?" he said "hmmm....." i acted blur "yo...

back to camp

"i wrote your name 3000 times last night, cos you were on my mind" if you'd only knew... you make wanna spill these thoughts from the head to this space. and then there's some people out there that makes me not wanna blog my mind no more.

when she's so stubborn to let go. you'd do anything to show the dirty side of you. cos i'm dope that way.

that irksome feeling is back. i hate it when there's a strong perfume smell in my room. i don't know where it comes from. be mindful that i'm only on the second floor. or maybe its just my imagination that's making that scent appear through my nostril. but is that ever so possible? i hardly think so. ok, now that the scent is gone, i have no further urge to update. but i swear, that scent brought back memories. a familiar yet unfamiliar scent. did an ex just died or something something?

dum diddly dum diddly please adam, dont do nothing silly. and adam, here's important dates you need to remember. 281009 210310 150610 with the latter being my Class 2B TP test, my birthday and the most anticipated ORD. which made me realise, i have never snap a shot of myself in my new pixelised uniform. bahh to that. oh gosh, i think i know what my problem was. its like when you play Sims 3. you'd have to ensure that your Social bar gets satisfied too, alongside the Hunger, Bladder, Hygiened, Fun and Energy bar. i think my Social bar was at an all time low. low with a warning Red light. i could have gone insane. like in camp, i yearn for a close friendship with at least a few of the guys. but then again, i have to draw the line. the reason i know why they dont talk much to me is cos' im their supervisor. they're only glad that i treat them to a meal after i task them with a labourious job to do with the vehicles. and then when im online, i dont even sign in to Messenge...

4 months ago i was in tekong. exact location? i was in San Yong Kong camp area in Pulau Tekong. on my stretcher like bed. funny that the place had bunks for us Transport Supervisors and Supply Supervisors. we were having our exercise. codename? Exercise Sacred Odyssey. and the week after would be Exercise Molar. so i was on my uncomfy bed. with boots on. uniform on. rifle in the cupboard. and then a perfect melody came to mind. and then i wrote lyrics to the song mentally. got it all memorised. went back to singapore, told dhana about it while we were in the studio recording Whoa. recorded a brief draft. and then poof. he disappeared for a while. we all got busy with our lives. and last thing i heard, he went to Sri Lanka and got it produced. and so ya. TIME verse 1 time, still you look so captivating i can barely notice signs of your wear and time, took so long for you to heal me girl i can swear that i still feel you're right there pre-hook but i'm now half the man i once you...

wow. Japan sure love their rangers. just how many Ika Origami is there? wow. Japan sure love their gundam. just how tall is he?

ahh... the day was simple. in fact, i was envying many others who were having fun going houses to houses with their family. not that i didn't have an outing with the family or anything. but it was rather brief. and when i say brief, its really brief. as brief as my briefs can be. me and dad finished our thang at the mosque at like 0845hours. me and my sis seeked forgiveness from our parents at like 0930hours. we left the house by 1000hours. we reached home 1200hours. the first house was my grandparent's slash Uncwek (ang-quack)("Uncle Black") and the last house was my generous aunt's house. hmmm. 2 houses in 2 hours. including travelling time, eating time, chit chatting time. awkward silence time. and we were the first visitors for both the houses. simply cos our family don't socialise with the relatives much. we try to steer clear from the other "evil" relatives. or what i used to call as a kid ~ "aliens" __________ so by 1pm, i was out al...

to those enjoying this day. selamat hari raya. :) and i dont even know when i got that baju kurung. and and the mosque was crowded as usual and with crying grown men hugging one another. i guess thats a sign of ageing. hmmm... i can smell my mom's beef rendang from my room. delish i'll try and have fun today. u too ok?

introducing the KFC Double Down Chicken Sandwich. don't get me wrong. but you could only get this in Rhode Island and Nebraska it's not available elsewhere. no. rhode island is not in singapore. this burger has caused quite a stir in the states. simply cos its a unique chicken sandwich. 2 slices of cheese, 2 strips of bacon, colonel sauce, all that tucked in between 2 fried chicken. yes. they deleted the bread. they replaced it with meat. BUT, if Double Down actually came with bread on top of all the meat thats going on there, it could easily be passed off as a normal sandwich. and no one would make a big fuss. it wouldnt even appear on CNN then. plus, it'd be more fattier cos of the additional carb, ain't it? if it was in singapore, i wouldn't mind giving it a try. i mean hey, i think Mega McSpicy and Mega Mac is abit more cruel than the Double Down. i even puked out my Mega McSpicy in camp. it didnt even stay in my tummy for more than 5 minutes. too spicy and oily...

well, i have never been in the festive mood whenever this time of the year comes. things were never cool in the past. usually when its time for raya, its either we visit my generous aunt's house or/and my g'ma's house. but i guess this year, we're going to visit my grandma. since grandpa's weak and all. but it's all good. anyway, my fave Cheesey Biscuit or should i say, Kuih Cheese is here at home. made and given to me by my lovely generous aunt. 3. you need 3 of them. the first biscuit to let your tongue acquire the taste. the second biscuit to better understand its queer unique taste and the third to satisfy your findings. ___________ in my head now, there's Popeye Chicken. even diddy's in a situation. he can't figure out which one is better. KFC or POPEYE. now you don't tell me Arnold's is better. that place aint know how to serve good chicken. the meat's not even well marinated, its oily and its local. it tastes like one of those DO ...

i draw my inspiration from many vloggers out there. too many to name. some are worth looking out for while some just worries me. i was looking through one of my favourite vlogger. and i have to say Natalie from Community Channel on youtube is just dope. and this is one of my fave from all her vlog. this gal is just awesome. :)

yay! it was reported on 17 september 09 that avril lavigne and deryck whibley had gone their separate ways. their marriage was rumoured to be on the rocks for a few months now. and i was like doing nothing and then i wiki-ed her name and then yay! yay yay!

it's great to let your sims learn a new skill. you'd feel a sense of accomplishment. he'd get a better job promotion, a raise and more cash (simoleon) and whatsoever. up there, my sim Ryunosuke is happily reading his brother, Chiaki's, self published novel titled "Finding Deep Music" ___ ahh, the thrill of riding at 80km/h. the wind blowing past your face. its just you, the bike and the road. something new especially when i can only drive at 50km/h on SAF vehicles. the BBDC blue Honda Megapro is quite a nice bike to learn riding. but at a speed of 80, you'd wish the bike had a sixth gear. else it sounds like the bike is screaming for help at that speed. but, there was always something that bothered me whenever i go for my bike lessons. there's always this worry. i mean, i went for my lessons like a 2 weeks after my parents got into a motorbike accident. and yeah, they're still well now. and furthermore, the lessons are like half sponsored by my par...

when i was like 11 years old, i was white. pure, innocent and full of nonsense. nothing could get the best of me. i was new and unstoppable. "watch out world, here i come" when i was like 14 years old. i was a motley of red, blue and green. ever so full of life. vibrant and exuberant. and i always had a song that came in my head and it always went out from my mouth like a piercingly sweet melody out of a balloon when i was like 17 years old i was a rainbow shiny and sparkly. filled with creative juices. i always voiced out my opinion artistically or anally. now that i am older. now that i am who i am now. i am grey. with all the greying hair that shoots through my scalp with all the grey memories i have of the past with all the grey juices of stale imagination oozing out from the top of my head. i am old

"give me a break, a little escape i am so tired of being me i wanna be free i wanna be new and different anything i'm not" ~lenka ditto.

yeah, i know i wanna. ADAM - Trailer a story about 2 strangers, one stranger than the other. and when i say strange, adam's really strange. and and... did anyone check out 15 Malaysia? the one about 15 short films by malaysians. this inclusive of the late Yasmin Ahmad.. no? then go. google it. :)

awww... remember that late 80s early 90s movie titled "Ghosts"? the one where the male counterpart risked his life in order to save her female counterpart. the one where the male counterpart came back to life and still tried to save her life while he was in ghostly form. i remember at the age of 5, i was in the living room. i browsed through the video casette collection i had in the TV cabinet drawer. Michael Jackson's Moonwalker and P. Ramlee's movies were in it as well. that was when i found a tape with no picture on the cover. the only label it had was an ugly typewriter font which reads "Ghosts" so i inserted the VHS into the player and watched it alone. i didnt understand much of the dialogue then. well, the love scene drew me in too. the part where the couple did the pottery and then went to bed together. and i remembered crying to the ending. patrick's soul got called by the heaven above. represented by a bright spotlight. he walks in to the ligh...

"no one can fail Prac 6" LCP Izzat told 1SG Ronald "then lets hope it rains or he kena langgar. then fail and he'll wait for us" Ronald joked. simply cos i'm way ahead of them in terms of our Riding Practical. i've even booked my TP test date. hmmm... lovely. and in an hour's time, Prac 7. dope. i smell license. from the looks of it, i'd be able to ride a bike/drive a car/drive a truck by next Hari Raya. yay me!

i owe d-fault big time. in terms of cash and also in terms of favour and appreciation. :) i mean like to have someone who loves your composition is the dopest shit ever. to have him flyin' back to his homeland and working hard on our muziq. hmmm... i gotta hand it to him. kudos to u bro

i don't know how many of you been through it before. but ever had a song that kept playing in the back of your head? the type of song that plays each time you look back on your past She was on the way I never saw her comin' (Comin', come, come) the type of song in your head for the past 3 years Everytime I figured out It wasn't no use in runnin' (Runnin', run, run) the type of song you wanna listen to on repeat but you dont have it in your iPod I Thought that I was stronger Couldn't be no wronger the type of song from your favourite artiste She...knew what she was doin' to me She...had me in a coma for weeks the type of song that was never released on an album She got me doin' things I would never Someone I'm hooked to forever the type of song that can only be found after a thorough hunt on the web She done broke She done broke She done broke me down, down like finally, after weeks and months and years of searching. I GOT IT! :) and now im a hap...

ask me how many days i fast. and i think you wouldnt be surprised.

3 days back, oprah came back with her 24th season. and the black eyed peas helped open the season with their song. now, while i was watching, i realised, the crowd looked dead. and then at random, one fanatic started dancing all by herself and then suddenly a few of them started dancing in sync. and then suddenly 21,000 of 'em did it too. like whoa. massive. even oprah looked like she was __________ (insert adj) already ok, done. its those lil things that keeps me goin at 3.54am in the morning.

something keeps telling me that i need a camera phone. but something now tells me not to re-contract my line yet. not so soon. wait till the hype in camp dies down a bit. lets bury the hoohaa. i was the supervisor who got one of my man in trouble for bringing his cam phone. something keeps telling me that i need to lock my bunk door at night. i sleep in the Specialist bunk. and i only have just one bunkmate. i was the supervisor that somehow caused my bunkmate's close pal to get charged and went straight into DB. yes, detention barrack. something keeps telling me that i need to bring a weapon around. yes, a screwdriver had been accompanying me around for a while. for in our MT line, there's this big colex bin. the ritual is that, the drivers would throw anybody they hated inside. yeah. a sabotage. way back, they even used human waste to celebrate the ocassion. i am the targeted supervisor. Colex WAS supposed to happen that day. but i made sure i was far away from the men and th...

this is worst than moving mountains. because, i have lost the flair. no more interest. i think this is where i go on hiatus. musically, physically and emotionally :)

yes, carry on. hate me. for you are the worst men even. un-educated men in fact. take that! and thats why i am the sup.

whatever happened to their colourful ballads? seems like they've gone to mainstream HipPop. they're back again with their latest serving of "Straight Through My Heart" sounds like a cheesy ballad? no its not. its more of a dance and hiphop add together. the kind we hear on the radio often... well... can't wait then..