his million complaints

The WORST news strucked me today! SBS 998 Y and SBS 999 U had been sold to New Zealand!! nooo!!! the only two SBS Transit's articulated buses... SBS 998 Y - Volvo B10M Duple Metsec Body SBS 999 U - Mercedez 0405 Volgren Body SBS 998 Y SBS 999 U SBS Transit (formerly SBS) bought these two buses for trial runs... but SBS didn wanna mass purchase it...feeling that they waste space... and they prefer double deckers... and new service 402 to be introduced on April First...nopes, not a prank or a joke.. 402 - Marina Bay Mrt Station to Marina Ferry Pier (loop) haha...i'm back to being a bus freak!! wee!!!...haha

No offence... jus wana compare these two acquanitants of mine.. "yan" "Chapter 700" Mohader...is that how ya spell it?? haha, well, hmm, wad can i sae, Yan didn even sae a word to me... i recalled that i was the one talkin... he was jus like noddin and shakin his head... and all the "umms.." "uh huh" he is so shy in front of others...hehe... Chpt 700, well he is the opposite of Yan.. he is more open and talks more... good for him... haha, the only thing i recalled him sayin is "Mane budak budak (wrappers) semua pergi?"* -*where did all the kids go? and "Bye" haha...to readers who are wonderin who they are, all i have to say, its for me to know and you to find out... i just blogged about it coz i find it funny that i met two opposite characters right before my eyes.... cute... whats that? hmm...i dont know... i doodled that in 5mins...while waitin..coz i had a feelin that atikah and the wrappers might be late... i can draw bet...

im tired.. i blogged earlier today... so i jus make it simple first.. -thanx wrappers ( azura / khad / aifah / atikah ) for a great time over at azoo's house! -march babies are great babies! 21st, 22nd and the 23rd Marchians -alexandra hospital babies are muziqally inclined -new skin! -cheer up jannah, worklife is tough i know, but do take care of your health.. miss u, luv ya...see you soon -cheers to atikah! i had fun todae...thanx a lot... u made my dae... really, no kiddin...missin u already! Love u loads...! but what are we? who cares, i'm loving you anyways i'll go deeper sooner or later... toodles! .....................................................................

When your words can disguise what you're going thru.. yet they fail to fool your heart.. well then you know something is wrong with your life. why do we have to conceal and hide what we feel? why do we live with this beautiful camouflage? or rather, why do i do so? see, people(who understands me) always wanna pry into me..and have a peek as to how i'm feeling. They are curious to know what i go thru.. they wanna know. But frankly speaking, "Curiousity killed the cat" there's nothing that you people should know about my problems. What i go through has got nothing to do with you all. Yes you might say that you're just there to listen to my problems.. but it'll end up to point one... "Will it help or make the situation any better?" Yes you might say, well at least you shared your thoughts and you didnt bottle up your emotions... Take a look from a different angle.. Who benefits in the end? You. The listener. You will get to know the problem. That...

people around me... are they really important? do they matter to me? am i just appreciating them for the company? funny how people find me interestin to be with, always wantin to be around me... ...but are not there with me in times when im knocked out cold... its been the same since young... yea, them other humans around me always wanted to hang out with me... fun? yea maybe for them.. but not me... short term friendship? who needs them? its like as if the people around me had signed a contract with fate or something... maybe the clause stated... "after 4 months, leave adam alone..." hey, if ur that type of a friend, then i'll have u know that i seriously do not appreciate ur company... yes i maybe a tad too hyper to hang around with...but if u can go and follow the flow that i bring, then i'm sure we'll click... but hey, there are (many) moments when im down and out... no.. its not that time of the month.. hey, we all have problems too you know.. its just depend...

Ever felt like something is not right...? and u tend to feel out of place... and you feel tensed heartbeatin faster?? ever felt that?? not my problem, i cant help...haha but im feelin jus a little lost...and i kinda need some directions.. chey, a bus fan in need of directions?? err.... haiz...better destress!!! woohoo!! and doing nothing is stressful... try it! i give it 5 stars!

well, u noe wad i hate? tags....sometimes, i tag at other people's blog and get no reply... not coz the person is offline or anythin... but the person jus read wad i tag and disregard it... that is just rude... no basic courtesy... its good enough that i willingly tag at their dumb, dry and non-creative blogs... they feel so high and almighty knowin that people tag on their blog... but please, if u dont bother to respond, then expect shit.... yea yea, some may think its just a tag...big deal... i mean, if u tagged crap, then u can think of it that wae la.... hmm, anywaes, word do affect others... thats a fact... anywae, ignore what i blogged here todae..

to those who think im still lazin around at home... well guess what! i aint! i've got two things to deal with... my current shirt business with PK.... and also my and Dhana's album together... finally, my songs will be a reality... man, dhana got contacts man... he's got an album in sri lanka, and he got a manager guy thingy... hmm...not that big a deal yet, but still, a Singaporean gettin this kind of an opportunity is really somethin.... its not everydae where you get to cut an album... hmm... c first la.. i dun wana think too far yet.... my point is.... im not useless... n im joinin back chorale if dhana joins...

today....i shall blog about.... emptiness... issit all in the mind?? how do you explain a mental block? or a writer's block? or what about a blog block? do words really affect people and how they think??\ somehow it does.. but not all can be taken seriously... i hate u but does that conceal the fact that i love u? i love u... but does that conceal the fact that i adore u more than life?? words and emptiness and the human minds.. well, are they linked??

21st March? Happy birthdae? apart from the usual greetings.. yea...can la... haiz... happy birthdae? can i remove the word happy? 2 daes filled with tears called happy? sheesh... i hate everythiNG! apart from atikah and jannah la..hmm.. hate! fucked up life... well, u all should know that i do not like to share my prob and thoughts.. but if u all really need to noe, then just bear in mind that im not in a good mood... that is all i can say tata

19th March... My dad's birthdae... hmm... my oldies went to JB in the early morn... sis attended her religious class... hmmm.... after that, we left as a family to a wedding function... u noe, those types at the void decks....but this time, it was over at a function hall... BLK 351A CCK Loop... hmm...well, over at the place, i saw many familiar faces of which i do not really know their names... its them faces that i always see at gatherings but never had the opportunity to strike a conversation... well, the only most recognisable face i saw was my aunt's and her family.. she's my step aunt...but we're damn close.. hmmm...i felt welcomed knowing that they're there... or else, i would be in an awkward position... shocked!! anger happy stoned looking away... all these are natural poses... taken unaware... hmm...like mother, like daughter... always the same expression ey... what a day... its only 130pm...and im home... going off for my busrides soon enough.. im just fee...

Travellin on the buses. Thats what i always do. No, thats what bus freaks always do. Not only it is part of my hobby and my life, its an avenue where i can destress myself and also to clear everything that's in my head. Bus rides. They always wake me up. Seeing the needy, the old, buskers and the "these-abled" people movin on with their lives. Well, after bloggin 2dae, imma be on my bus rides again. next time, if anyone out there feel stressed, under pressure, tell me, n we will go bus ridin together. and we can relax and enjoy the view. it would be best if you're on bus concession that is... $52 for a month of countless rides. May seem steep but its worth every dollar spent. Blogging I dont really blog about my whole life. its just the surface which i just discuss. oh ya! just trimmed my hair... looks da same? yea...but wif slight difference... da sides are shorter and pruned. I miss my old thick hair too though. Back in those days when i need not comb... just gel it...

Roasted Suckling Pig. Disturbing? Durr... but guess where i saw the advertisement. Well it was actually found inside SBS TRANSIT North East Line Train. and you know what? the ordering period for that delicious animal is like 2 months over. Ordering period was stated to be until 22 Jan 06 (as shown in the top pic) Chinese New Year is over! Like hello. Its really a graphic image. Especially in my situation where i had yet to have my breakfast. Was on my way to work (March 11) Empty stomach..and this pic in front of me? Like what the.... There should be rules on what can be advertised. I know theres some organisation who set the regulations on advertisement. Probably, and most definitely, this was overlooked. Seriously. Disturbing is not a strong enough word to describe it. The head is still intact to the body for crying out loud! What will the Vegetarians and the animal lovers feel? What will the people of my race think? eeeee... this kid's name is ADAM as well.. (too bad no front ...

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Got home after work. Should i call it work? All i did was just to sit behind the booth for 6 hours. That was the only time i realised that doin nuthin for a living is stressful. The guy next to me,Wilson also felt the same. Cant take it any more. Boring day, boring job. But i know many would kill to get this job. Some more, i just sit down and messaged Jannah and Atikah... that is all... Talking about jobs. I feel that fast food outlets are definitely exploiting the teenagers and the senior citizens of our country. Look at the job they have to do. Its so demanding. Its so stressful. They slog their guts out just to get their job done. But is it worth it? Is it worth all their effort? All their toiling and their strife for the whole day. What do they get? Chicken feed. $3.5o per hour. Comparing it to my job. I just had to sit down there in Compass Point and tell curious passer-bys not to touch the items on display. Thats all. And how much was i paid? $6.5o per hour. Well i was only a re...