for all the reasons i told myself, that i am a soul'dier

i.
i was released from tekong on saturday after completin' my Standard Obstacle Course.
in which, i was disappointed at myself. reason being that i didnt try climbin' up the low rope. cos i didnt know i could.
so i skipped that station during the test. and when it was all over, i tried climbing that rope.

dang.

i can climb.
those who passed this time round need not do SOC anymore. meaning, they can slack in bunk, bahh...


so. i got my SAFRA card. i signed up for 8 years, plus free 2 years plus a welcome gift.
i proceeded down to SAFRA Mount Faber, alone. for once, i felt lost and scared to go out alone.
really strange. so i got my free 2GB MP4, that adds up to me havin' 3 music players.
but nah, being a nice bitch that i am, i graciously gave my sis that gizmo.



wait.


now i remember why i am quite wary and fearful of going out.
i am ashamed of my fungal infection scar on my neck.
instead of looking like a mass mosquito bites, now its a white patch.

its because of my parents.
dad was staring at it all the time. i hate to admit, but it made me really uncomfy.
at the gate before leaving home, mom said
"people will be scared to look at you"

and ouch.
i didnt say goodbye, i left and cursed my mom.
and i realized i've been wearin' my jockey cap to conceal my baldness a bit too often.. hmm
gotta love insecurities


thanks tekong.



and oh, i splurged a teeny bit on myself.
got me some nice mechanical pencil, pencil lead, markers and pen and a pencil case. and a nice drawing pad. and a bus guide, and a transport guide. hoho.
and i got me a tub of choco mint ice cream and a can of clam chowder!

now thats worthy of my 35 yusof ishak.




and i so love Cheeseburger Pizza from Canadian.
gotta thank my parents for that.


and yes gareth. tekong is hot. told you so.