I am pissed with blogger... i already typed my latest entry... but... it was unable to publish what i wrote... shit; n im lazy to retype... Ex-PEo11oA...remember Logan? I finally found him!! ta-da.... he's working as my dream job!
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Are you blind to the real side of me? The side which needs your utmost respect and attention. The side which needs extreme care. As fragile as the feelings might be... concealing the feelings is hard to do... Lost i may be.. For you are all to blame... Sheesh.... Love's confusing.... The situation is not that easy as it seems... Sheesh, Elections are coming.... did y'all watch the Political show thingy yesterdae...(29/4) SDA,SDP and WP leaders only get to talk for a short while... haha... 3 leaders in a row under 10mins... while PAP got 10 mins.... haha... cool ey... haha, not suppose to comment more... this politics are like the politics that i have in school.... school politics, work politics, politics politics....they never end... im just glad singapore is safe... not like in the City of God... but we are a tad too pampered.... muaahahhahahahahaaha That, we all know....
Well what can i say? New day in a new school with new shoes and new headphones but old me. Sheesh... Let me tell u, i have this feeling that every Republicans and the mobSTAs are gonna blog on a little something on the new RP Woodlands campus... Hmmm, the only thing i wana blog on is the new students. Overflowing with them already. Get lost man... u all have so many complains... c'mon la, bear with it... we seniors went through more hardships in the old and not forgotten Tanglin/Phoenix Park Camous. I hate the newly transferred STA year 2 students... hey, u all do not have the mindset of STA... u buggers just went to join us coz u realised that our course is much better than your previous course... useless... don't think y'all are that great anywaes.... sorry if i sounded harsh fyi, i've got free tix to MTV voting party...thanks to STA and i hate the security guards... looks like our DM, Guru, have employed his slaves to catch us bad seeds... what the heck? Catch us for...
"Does absence makes the heart grow fonder?" Happened to question that sayin. I am sure many have pondered over this. Well, here, my two cents worth of thoughts. I believe absence does not really promote or enhance fondness to the heart but in fact, it brings more pain. When you happen to miss somebody, it just so happen that it will sting your feelings. Usually, if you or your feelings are not strong enough, then usually what would happen is that, your heart just gives in and gives up... wont happen to me though. "I never thought you were a fair-weathered friend" Rubbish. All friends are fair-weathered. There only when you're loaded but disappear when you're 'broken'. Also, i believe that i happen to be a last 'option' friend. Skye recently had his birthdae celebrations on 13th of April....on that very day itself, at around 7 in the evening...i received a message that there was a party going on. But wait! why was i the last to be invited and ...
i finally got it back from my bus freak friend... cant believe i gave it away for free... but to get it back wasnt easy i had to exchange it with another desto (aka destination plate) i had to trade this rare 97 temporary desto... he didn't force me for it, but i felt it was only nice to give something in return.... especially like in this case when i ask for this 185 desto back.. whats so special bout 185? three reasons.. 1) this bus is my childhood service...always took it 2) this service is no longer in existence... so imagine how rare the desto is 3) i ride on the improved version of this service almost daily Improved?? here, a lil explanation 185 (my era) from Choa Chu Kang to Jalan Anak Bukit (loop) 185 was handed over from SBS to TIBS in 1998 due to an agreement.. 185 merged with the newly introduced 989 to become 185 Choa Chu Kang to Jalan Anak Bukit (loop) 989 Choa Chu Kang to Changi Airport PTB 1 & 2 185 + 989 = 985 985 Choa Chu Kang to Geylang Lorong 1 so now, i freq...
SMRT has begun retrofitting first generation trains. 001 had the honour of doing its test run today on the NSL (002's 3 cabs have not been touched yet) with Train Run Number (TRN) "001". Seats on every cab will now have the three colours, red, green and blue. The outer two seats will be the original colours, followed by their darker variants for the middle 3 seats. The interior flooring has been re-done, but more significantly, the exterior of the train (002 included) is now as-per 3rd generation trains i.e. black colour with thicker red lining. http://buses.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=185092 new seat colour! Funky! don't be too excited yet... coz its only a trial.... but many other bus freaks are a lil disappointed that SMRT wasted their money refurbishing the train.. but look at it from another point of view... SMRT is making millions... and i am sure u wana ride on newer and better and fresher environment... c'mon la, the train is like 18 ...
"life ain't as good as yours" my life ain't that blessed as yours. so each time u complain bout something that you have and i don't... u make me wanna slap your face hard. i heard from deane... this perfect scenario, an acquaintant of mine, faten,..her mom passed away recently... so one day, faten was with atikah(her friend, not my kumiko)... atikah argued and shouted back to her mom...and faten immediately gave her a tight slap... she deserves it.. another scenario... from a talk in the mosque... if you were from an affluent family and get to eat delicious seafood everyday... then u wont get to feel and treasure the greatness of it all unlike if you were from a poorer background and hardly get to eat those things... you will then tend to understand and cherish the beauty of it all... sometimes you dont realise it.. though you do not have the intention of showing off your life, sometimes it just stings my emotions... oh well, you wont be able to understand t...
man, listening to this song inspired me to blog this morning...at 3.15am i was feeling happy after coming back from atikah's bro party.. i was happily messaging atikah when i got home i was feeling happy when i was MSN-ing Jannah but then, i went to search for Babyface's song and came across this beautiful track that you're listenin to right now. This song suddenly made me depressed. I am feeling so down right now. I'm still listening to the track as I blog right now. I feel a tear coming. Sheesh. "A real man rather shed his blood than his tears" Is that even true? Am i not a real man then? I was brought up in an environment where it trained me to cry. dang it, this song is utterly killing me. If i were to lose someone whom i love so dearly. Someone who cares for me. If i were to lose atikah...my kumiko....this song would be the remedy. Need countless repeats if that were to happen. Or if i were to lose my super close friend, my dear precious Jannah ... this s...