let's just say...
i am in a mess. a total mess. a trainwreck even.
with dad's second accident, i call it "Spiderlegs", the first accident i referred it as "Superman" (cos he survived without going to the hospital), life is getting a bit tough.
yes, i've been a bitch. i neglected anything and everything. everything was put on hold. all the plans. full stop.
dad can't work. and it all happened at the same period when i was like, 'this is it, im quitting my 12hour job'.
you know whats tough about this job, its 12 hours and its neverending. plus i get no breaks. not much of a rest. each time i end shift, my leg goes jelly-like with thanks to the prolonged sitting and driving. even drivers outside get to rest. not to mention when i was in the army. compulsory break after prolonged 2hours worth of driving.
plus the dirty trucks, im falling ill way too often. the latest prime mover i drove caused me my health. PM 262. totally dirty. plus night shift. i nearly died. mehhh, the next morning my temperature ran up to 40.2 degrees Celsius. is that even human? plus i had to go to the toilet 28 times in 12 hours. thats like at least once every half an hour. plus i lost 4 kg from that episode. pfft, still fat. i know. :)
plus im fed up of being bossed around by Pinoys and foreign talents. dude, im way overqualified for my no brainer job. i know of a PSLE holder with a Class3 working the same job as me. without saying, i win him in all aspects. plus im youngER.
so where was i....
the only reason i came to blog is cos im tired of doing my resume.
im tired of looking at career opportunities.
looked through suitable jobs. went through ST701, JobsDB, Mediacorp, SBST, SMRT...
Art Instructor, Video Editor (non linear editing), Driver, Driver, Driver, pfffttt...
i might die.
i want to. life is hard. shit. no bull.
with dad's second accident, i call it "Spiderlegs", the first accident i referred it as "Superman" (cos he survived without going to the hospital), life is getting a bit tough.
yes, i've been a bitch. i neglected anything and everything. everything was put on hold. all the plans. full stop.
dad can't work. and it all happened at the same period when i was like, 'this is it, im quitting my 12hour job'.
you know whats tough about this job, its 12 hours and its neverending. plus i get no breaks. not much of a rest. each time i end shift, my leg goes jelly-like with thanks to the prolonged sitting and driving. even drivers outside get to rest. not to mention when i was in the army. compulsory break after prolonged 2hours worth of driving.
plus the dirty trucks, im falling ill way too often. the latest prime mover i drove caused me my health. PM 262. totally dirty. plus night shift. i nearly died. mehhh, the next morning my temperature ran up to 40.2 degrees Celsius. is that even human? plus i had to go to the toilet 28 times in 12 hours. thats like at least once every half an hour. plus i lost 4 kg from that episode. pfft, still fat. i know. :)
plus im fed up of being bossed around by Pinoys and foreign talents. dude, im way overqualified for my no brainer job. i know of a PSLE holder with a Class3 working the same job as me. without saying, i win him in all aspects. plus im youngER.
so where was i....
the only reason i came to blog is cos im tired of doing my resume.
im tired of looking at career opportunities.
looked through suitable jobs. went through ST701, JobsDB, Mediacorp, SBST, SMRT...
Art Instructor, Video Editor (non linear editing), Driver, Driver, Driver, pfffttt...
i might die.
i want to. life is hard. shit. no bull.
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