his million complaints

chorus// cos the weather, the weather's so fucked up and even if you trust the weatherman, you throwed up cos the rain gon' fall down anyway the sun wont shine the dark would stay you ain't the cure, you love's too cold freezing cold let it snow let it go cos the weather, the weather's so fucked up it was hot in my vehicle. i was there fighting a losing war with the mighty mozzies. of course i had to come up with something or i might just go crazy. and that picture was before the repeated melody came to head. and yes, i was alone after that. far away from where i was. 200km away from where the pic was taken. it was warm, stuffy and the temperature outside read 44 degrees Celsius. i felt as if i was going insane. the sun scorched through the windscreen. i was stuffed up. dying. like a hot dog. i ran out of the vehicle. and smoked. marlboro black menthol. i nearly died in that heat. i swear. my face was burning. my eyes were dry. ouh the pain.

i'll miss taiwan but, if i were to go there again, it wouldn't be the same. the company that came with. the fun and the laughs. the eggs and the ciggies. the coffee and the beer. the wine and the chi pa. all the mountain views that we had from the bottom. and not to forget from the top. the 10 hour drive from the south to the middle. the losing battle with the oversized mozzie. i'll miss rynel of course. one of the first few people in jurong mt line that started talking to me. he assured me that sups can get their licensed. he was the one who consoled me at our Encik's wake. nice dude. me, yunos and haniff the three of us together for the last time. i don't think i'll be seeing haniff around soon. yunos i know i'll definitely hang with soon since we'd hang before. so yeah. and ouh, haniff got into an accident in taiwan. so much so that all the troops that were there knew about the incident. after this shot was taken, haniff left the group and ...

hot damn, just as i mentioned the movie "Dear John" on my previous post, i discovered Trey Songz's new single on youtube featuring Keri Hilson. and yups, the music video "Yo Side Of The Bed" totally reminded me of the movie. but instead of trey being the soldier, it's keri instead. tsk tsk. talk about female officers. boy oh boy, all eyes on the female soldier. that occurs everywhere for sure. i know of one in camp... pauline. tsk tsk. mmmmm... and yeah, i'd been listening to "Yo Side..." since like last year on my iPod. so its dope to know its been released as a single... :)

here's another throwback. this has gots ta be my secondary school soundtrack. b2k's 'why i love you'. i remembered watching this music video on MTV Jams in '02 at like 2230hours. now usually, i'd change channel as soon as i hear R&B/Hip Hop muziq on mtv back then. but b2k actually managed to make me watch the whole vid. and years running, im still listening to it. a happy song that lifts my mood. songs these days are rather... meaningless. i should write lyrics for singers these days.. tsk. check out their slick moves and body. ahem. speaking of mood drainers, i actually teared up in taiwan. ahh, its been a while since i let loose and got some waterworks. especially in a foreign land next to my bed buddy, who's also my bunkmate in singapore. i was watching "P.S I Love You" in the hotel room. it was a lazy friday. i'd been meaning to buy the disc in singapore for like so long. lucky for me, it was on cable that day. next up on the ...

i have this massive fear in me. one that every living child has. to lose a loved one. especially the next of kin. this fear grows intense everytime i have to stay away from home for a bit too long. this taiwan trip ain't giving me an awesome feeling just yet. you might not wanna click it now but one day, when the storm sets in, you just might... i was surfing youtube. searching on R.I.Ps and bereavement songs. there's still no other better ones that could relate to me apart from westlife's. yes, i'm a fan i know. but i'm not biased. in 2009, Kian and Nicky lost their dads. of course, for a man to lose a hero is a big soul crusher. this resulted in "I'll See You Again" which is the last track from their latest album. when i first listened to the song's intro on my iPod, i thought it was gonna be a song about missing an ex or something. but halfway through, i was proven wrong. it was about the departure of a loved one and how you wish you...

no more. no more telling me that it's all in the mind. first thing tomorrow, would be to of course, bathe, breakfast, perform my morning prayers and then head on out to change dough into Taiwan currency and then get me some viceroys. no perfect order. to jumble is not a flaw. :) and today's daythree. or issit. arrgh. i can't take the cravings and the desire to kill. no. but its all messed up here in the head. it irks me. i submit to defeat. there. move on...

ok, now, this song had been on the airwaves for a while now. and no, im not outdated. i was aware of her presence. i still remember early early this year when i was at Ford Regent Motors, i'd just parked the car and the song came on. mirza was like, ''how come this song is not that known unlike 'We Are The World'? this song like features all the washed up stars. all the unknown'' ahem, well, tsk tsk, give this UK's answer to US's We Are The World a break. kudos to Simon Cowell for spearheading this single. the mastermind indeed. and i didnt know there was a director's cut to this video. lovely. in fact, more marketable than the official version. and and! i just watched the video till the westlife part and then i skipped the back part. ooohhhh... mark and shane... mmmmmmm :)

finally! just when i thought this fantabulous game has gone out of season, a new release has been made available. yes! another great game for me to play while in taiwan. more than happy!! wait. didnt i sell off my deep red psp? well, yeah, that another story then. :) my sis is eager on playing that as well. ahhh. well well, few more days before my flight. and like my previous trip to thailand, i'm not really looking forward to it. but i'll keep telling myself it's another well deserved trip overseas then. 1 overseas trip every 6 months of work. ain't that good enough? more than happy!!