his million complaints

there's no other reason for me to be motivated to blog no more. i kinda kept holding on to the idea that yes, i should satisfy random readers out there. but hell nawh, i'd never wanted it to end. i'll just see for how long more this space can withstand. so hello mr adam. yes, mr. i'm a free man. too free that i'm not used to it. and its sad that my bus concession has ended. this marks my first step to adulthood. and so many things died and need to be replaced. and i finally have full legal control to my bank account. that makes me proud. holla back. tata.

whenever you're feeling down, look up and smack your own butt.

i'd done it. i'd made it. it was long overdue. i didn't get it last month cos i was in Taiwan. which was 3500km away. so here it is, i'd earned the 10,000km of safe and courteous driving. that is almost equivalent to me driving from Singapore to Taiwan and back. and then back to Taiwan again. last tuesday was dope. we were in the car heading down to the east side, when one of the guys remarked out loud. "Adam's driving is way better than Zuhairi's" and zuhairi who was sitting next to me, sulked all the way. "...whenever zuhairi drive, he'll snake around within the lane..left right left right" and then on the night itself, i drove to the east again to Changi General Hospital. and then back to the west. wasn't really speeding but yeah, it was fast. we were at our final destination at around 1am... when one of my passenger started a small talk with me... "bro, your driving solid ah.." now i feel dope. currently, only 2 of us ar...

Its's over! it's gone! i'm out of place! ok, that was what my head asked me to type while i was yawning away.. oh gosh, i'mmma ord like real soon. like next tuesday actually. gosh. gosh. and my bus concession's ending like on the same day as well. pfft. the government's clever. and so today, i have to go out and enjoy my unlimited bus rides. and tomorrow would be a thosai saturday. and then sunday would be my last book in. monday would be my last full time working day and tuesday, i'm out. that's all i have to say.

now, this's all so hazy to me. its 4 in the morning and i received news from dhana @ dawn jay. remember 'Time'? well the video premiere party would be at Hard Rock Cafe. that's the first day. with people from vh1 and mtv asia coming down. wow. to think that this song suddenly came to me while i was in Pulau Tekong. still yet to bathe then. lying on the safari bed. gosh. it went a long way. i should be a songwriter when i grow up. nice.

seriously, i need a shuteye. after about 48 hours of no sleep, my head's going crazy. and if you need to know what i'd been doing during my time off after taiwan, check the facebook pic of course. and i need sleep. fuzzy wuzzy loves sleep but not dreaming...

chorus// don't you wanna take the ring out your finger then take your finger and pull the trigger shoot our love and watch the blood linger my gun's now pointin' at you don't turn over -deep muziq victorious. headed back to camp to accept the charge throwned at me. in which, nothing much happened and i managed to clear my name. and then drove my detail. and then... murtabak and rojak in the bunk. ouh, while they count by the months, i count in days. i'm glad.

nopes. not gonna puke out my day. but here's what went down. a nice takeout from BPP and chillout at shawnrick's. and no, i'd never witnessed a $7 yong tau foo before til shawnrick. and somehow i can't figure out how we managed to spend 10 hours together. not surprising though. just amazed.

dok, humvee, adam, yunos... i feel that its quite sad. sad for me to only start to getting to know them better only on this trip. sure, in singapore i don't go out on Exercises with them. but being throwned to taiwan as a driver than a supervisor is sure different. when you're stationed in a jungle in a foreign land, you'd be excited to hear the sound of another vehicle approaching towards you and hoping that the driver of the vehicle is someone you know. but oh well, that was taiwan. now in singapore. im so gonna miss my 5-Tons. yes, i know taufique can do a good job. but still, they were my complicated and demanding baby. always sought after but never enough. now let's not forget the Focus. i'm gonna miss sending people to DB. i'm gonna miss the house visits and the truant jobs. its june already and it's time to hang up my uniform. who said national service was dreadful? free class 3 & 4 license. free triple bonuses. free trips to thailand and...