you whispered in my ears, 'damn'
"ouh, we thought you were not coming. cos yesterday you said 'i guess so' " the receptionist replied
3504.
today just didnt feel right. like wow. im blogging at the clinic right now.
see, if today we had recording, that would cause bigger problems too. see. medical checkup happens at random. this is day 2.
my appointment was at 745am.
due to lack of motivation, i was late.
the nurse in the lab wasnt very nice as well.
she just made my day worse.
hey, i feel empty. theres no one to talk to right now. it feels weird. im just glad i brought science.
i gotta admit...how do i put it so it doesnt sound awkward. hmm
i miss the company i got from mufujifi yesterday. dang. there.
oh crap. oh crap. oh crap. fuck you no adam.

the blood test. they sucked my blood again.
then they give me a bottle of this orange flavoured carbonated water to drink. its like F&N Orange i tell you.
i wanted to cry. she forced me to drink all quickly. damn nurse. my eyes teared up. only cos of the fizz in the drink.
stil, i think i know what the future result will say.
they'll say, 'wow, your body cant break down the sugar'
"finish that last drop" she said
damn, it was only one drop.
its times like this that makes me more and more suicidal.
damn, its making me broker than usual. paying for all this stupid checkup and tests
grrrr
i feel confused now. lalala. lurr lurr lurr.
3504.
today just didnt feel right. like wow. im blogging at the clinic right now.
see, if today we had recording, that would cause bigger problems too. see. medical checkup happens at random. this is day 2.
my appointment was at 745am.
due to lack of motivation, i was late.
the nurse in the lab wasnt very nice as well.
she just made my day worse.
hey, i feel empty. theres no one to talk to right now. it feels weird. im just glad i brought science.
i gotta admit...how do i put it so it doesnt sound awkward. hmm
i miss the company i got from mufujifi yesterday. dang. there.
oh crap. oh crap. oh crap. fuck you no adam.
the blood test. they sucked my blood again.
then they give me a bottle of this orange flavoured carbonated water to drink. its like F&N Orange i tell you.
i wanted to cry. she forced me to drink all quickly. damn nurse. my eyes teared up. only cos of the fizz in the drink.
stil, i think i know what the future result will say.
they'll say, 'wow, your body cant break down the sugar'
"finish that last drop" she said
damn, it was only one drop.
its times like this that makes me more and more suicidal.
damn, its making me broker than usual. paying for all this stupid checkup and tests
grrrr
i feel confused now. lalala. lurr lurr lurr.
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