sickness that runs in the family
"you think you're so clever? let father follow la" mommeh said
"no. im goin with a friend" i replied
"nothin wrong with your bapak being nice to you wad? why must you act like this? mommeh said
"cos its not just a checkup. its not what you imagine it to be"
"why?" mommeh said
"you think ns so free to send everyone that letter? only i have it"
"tell me ah. what if tomorrow die?" mommeh said
"thats why. i'll die tomorrow"
"what condition you have? tell me la!" mommeh said
"its nothing serious ah. i'll tell you if its big news"
then i went to the toilet to perform my abulation
once done, i went out. my sis was questioned by my mommeh. thanks to the bond that me and my sis share, she didnt let the cat out of the bag. grrr. she's off to St John Island today. like wow.
"so what condition? high blood?" mommeh said
"crazy ah?"
"diabetes?" mommeh said
"crazy ah? oh, diabetes is just cos i cant break down sugar. and its heredity"
"so you have diabetes? i understand" mommeh said
"NO. its more than that"
//
i found out theres 3 sickness my family fear off. high blood, diabetes and schizophrenia.
the top 3 that attacked all my relatives.
my maternal side, all got faulty kidneys
my paternal side, all got mental disorders
fun facts
i found out how my relative got crazy.
their father locked them in the house with all doors and windows close. no socialising.
their mommy made them believe that they are rich. and yeah. somehow, something strangely magical happened. they went crazy. how?
they're normal people but once cooped up, their mind will short circuit and do crazy things. mind over body.
my parents screamed at me when i coop myself up in the room.
"relax, i wont go crazy" i so told them
so yeah, now they're fine with it.
but hey, i've never told my parents. i think i know how he felt when his brain short circuited.
it hit me once. seriously, mind over body
"no. im goin with a friend" i replied
"nothin wrong with your bapak being nice to you wad? why must you act like this? mommeh said
"cos its not just a checkup. its not what you imagine it to be"
"why?" mommeh said
"you think ns so free to send everyone that letter? only i have it"
"tell me ah. what if tomorrow die?" mommeh said
"thats why. i'll die tomorrow"
"what condition you have? tell me la!" mommeh said
"its nothing serious ah. i'll tell you if its big news"
then i went to the toilet to perform my abulation
once done, i went out. my sis was questioned by my mommeh. thanks to the bond that me and my sis share, she didnt let the cat out of the bag. grrr. she's off to St John Island today. like wow.
"so what condition? high blood?" mommeh said
"crazy ah?"
"diabetes?" mommeh said
"crazy ah? oh, diabetes is just cos i cant break down sugar. and its heredity"
"so you have diabetes? i understand" mommeh said
"NO. its more than that"
//
i found out theres 3 sickness my family fear off. high blood, diabetes and schizophrenia.
the top 3 that attacked all my relatives.
my maternal side, all got faulty kidneys
my paternal side, all got mental disorders
fun facts
i found out how my relative got crazy.
their father locked them in the house with all doors and windows close. no socialising.
their mommy made them believe that they are rich. and yeah. somehow, something strangely magical happened. they went crazy. how?
they're normal people but once cooped up, their mind will short circuit and do crazy things. mind over body.
my parents screamed at me when i coop myself up in the room.
"relax, i wont go crazy" i so told them
so yeah, now they're fine with it.
but hey, i've never told my parents. i think i know how he felt when his brain short circuited.
it hit me once. seriously, mind over body
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