i broke the mould

"Zira loves sunshine and flowers and babies
and anything bright and colourful and happy,
just like herself....
so happy and sweet."

like wow. i giggled to that one.
im like the total opposite of that now.
i used to love kids, love, and being happy.

now, i hate kids, hate love and am moody. thanks.
there was an indian 4year old crying and jumping and throwin tantrums in the bus. the bus was crowded. everyone stared.
it lasted for another 15 mins. then the kid and the mom alighted.
a group of chinese boys then said in mandarin, "finally, they alight. that kid so troublesome. i have an aunt who has a bla bla bla bla bla"

i increased the volume of my Zen Wav by then so their conversation trailed off.


religion? force me...

here's a translated conversation with mommeh

"was thinking of teachin you how to read yassin (some sort of prayer recital)" mommeh said
"huh? dont want"
"what will happen to you. wait the only yassin you know is the singer." mommeh said
"huh? who's that? both i dont know"


i laughed and walked into my room. shes asleep now. tsk tsk