my love's out the window, that's if you didnt know

watching suicide videos disturbs the crap out of you.

it sticks to your mind like a melody.
i've been watching too many of it. and i believe that the consequences of that aint pleasant.

its not like watching a cartoon or porn.
its not pleasurable.
it started with a link. and then i clicked on another, and another.
soon enough, i've been brainwashed.

but playing gta makes it even more satisfying.
ooh the murder. you sure are worthy of my $370.

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