its wrong

ish happens man. i know we know. but up til now, nothing can ever compare to the experience and thrill i had when i performed at the Esplanade. It was a cheap thrill no one could afford. The audio there was brilliant.

The crowd response could have made me cry. The feeling of having strangers coming up to you and congratulating you is a feeling one can break down and cry.



ok ok, the performance today was bad. I hate having to sing louder even when i use a mic. What are mics for then? well the good thing was, some random lady who claim to have managed Sheikh Haikel, gave us her namecard just in case we might wanna be professionally managed. Sure.






this is the phase that i go through everyday. i am surrounded by happy people.
how do i feel?

lost. that is why i depend on syilah to give me strength. but i think i'm falling for another. i aint even gonna try. im just gonna be happy for her. if only she knew, she might die. yeah. i gotta admit, i was never a nice adam to my previous one. It was not even adam i guess.



but you know what I hate most? guys who dont treat a lady right. See i am gonna contradict myself but yeah whatever. I dont like it. not when a girl have done so much for you and then the guy start to shame the angel.
if you don't feel for her, tell'em, or else, you might come a lil too strong as a jerk.

i know i did came across as that before.
but hey, i learnt.
don't like, tell'em
like, then love'em

"i would give up all my dreams
just to be in one of your dream"
-deep muziq



tell'em you care